Life is coffee

hi

2011-05-18T04:37:00.001-07:00

omg.. i havn't touched this blog in ages. :)

how i missed you blogg~ :D

nyahaha. i thinks i should still blog here. cause i feels like this is my diary :D

100th post

2010-05-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

gosh. cant believe it! :)))))))

yaaaaaaaaaaaaays <3

i've been enjoying dance, but..... yeah.
i'm just feeling really down.

teehee
what a great way to ruin a 100th post huh? :D
exams in.... 7 days?
not yet started studying. hmms.
screwwww sejarah. :(

sigh.
can't have you

wednesday

2010-05-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

haven't been blogging in such a long time. :D

exams in 2 weeks! havn study......... ah crud... :(
too much hw. gah.

i need more lame jokes! :D

this is the reason why you're a kite stabber:

hahaha!

haha! epic fail man :)

2010-04-18T02:07:00.001-07:00

i saw this and i immediately said : ' epic fail '

HAHAHA. pikabob~

so far.

2010-04-17T01:51:00.000-07:00

things have been alright.
only difference is that i have not started studying.
but i've been nerding though. B)

i get sad sometimes. but not as much.
improvement~ :D

hello :) i've missed you

i got really sad when you said:
i feel like a part of my brain that tells me that i'm close to people is gone.

why? :(
sometimes i feel like coming up to you and hug you.
but it's impossible.

you wouldn't want a hug from me.
yea. i'm such a yuck. blueaeek.
why am i so anti-social. i wonder.
it's always about me huh?

this shows how many i's i use in one small post.

i'm so selfish

i wish you didn't ruin my friendship with him.

basketball

2010-04-03T00:05:00.000-07:00

hmm. we didn't make it to the semis,
wish we could have.. :(
we didn't try hard enough for the last game i guess *sigh*

the last game sucked.
not because we got trashed. which we did. LOL

it's because of the referees being so bias.
hey REFS Raja Abdullah friggin foul >7 times.
and you keep fouling us for everything we do.
it's not fair....
even when we got trashed right?
they friggin lanci us ok?
what happened to your MANNERS Raja Abdullah team? :O
i guess you all need I.M.L.

INTENSIVE MORAL LESSONS.

whatever man. we'll be the bosses next time. see ya ;)

i regret not taking a photo with the coach.

saturday

2010-03-27T03:20:00.000-07:00

had treasure hunt today.
my partner was Suet Tyng~
love you~ even if we didn't win
i had sooooooooo much fun with you wei :)

i will always remember today cause this year will be my last year taking part in
the MCKL treasure hunt ;)

i love the song drops of jupiter. :)
it's by Train by the way.

hah~~ <3
it reminds me alot of stuff bout my life. HAHA.
thanks for the recommendation Tesh :D

we won our first bball match.
39-1

not bad right? :)
getting prepared to lose on Monday though.
state players Kepong Baru
they even beat the state players from Singapore.
shalalallaalala O.O

did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there...?

wednesday

2010-03-24T03:01:00.000-07:00

i love wednesdays~ :D
cause i don't have extra classes or tuition. :)
gah. this week has been so busy for me. thank God i stopped guitar class.
therefore, i only have art on Monday.
ohmg lah.. i failed add math. :I
so totally not cool man.
my mum keeps nagging me. nag nag nag. my parents are too chinese i suppose. :I
i feel depressed.
because she kept nagging me i didnt have the mood at tuition. :(
i was practically staring off into space. trying hard not to tear up.
crying is not for me.
i don't cry.
i don't talk about my problems.
everybody has problems so why talk about mine? :)

then i thought about the 18th of July 2009.
i was practically running to school because i was gonna be late for concert.
i had two REALLY gigantic blisters at my heels due to those pair of shoes.
thanks shoes. :)
actually, i already had those while i was waiting for you.
do you remember me sitting at the bench waiting for you?

you said you wanted to walk around.
my feet were hurting so bad.
and again thanks shoes. :)
even though my feet were begging me to stop,
i practically walked the entire mall with you.
remember? :)

so yeah, i reached school.
took off my shoes.
thank God we were supposed to dance bare footed.
guess what? i walked home barefooted. :D

im over it.
thanks for the memories. even if they weren't so great.

MSSKL here i come. ;)

saturday

2010-03-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

Thanks mum for pointing out why Tesco sucks. LOL
everything there is... EXPENSIVE! :(

i guess its in my blood to be a very kiam siap person ;)
tuition was SOOOO BORING. i was literally sleeping with my eyes open.
i should have ponteng-ed today. cause all he did was talk about the hw.
HAHA. omg, school tmr, havn start on my english essays.
have i told you how much i HATE english essays?
i just don't know what to write. :(
i have so much to say in BM, but not in english.
somebody whack me.

HAHA.

had a spontaneous phone call last night.
it's cause HUI YI wanted to hear Te Sheng's voice. ;)
she BLUSHED wei. so adorable :)))
he has the cutest giggle. ;)
no seriously, it was SO CUTE. HAHAHAHAHA. :))))))
unlike joe. XD sorry joe joe dear xD

i overheard their convo just now after tuition. between Tesh, Tun Kai and Ah Tan.
it was seriously weird. but i cant blame them cause they are boys.
HAHA.
they were talking bout joe and smtg bout gang banging him,
then Tun Kai said, " but there's nothing to see also"

HAHA. i seriously wanted to BURST OUT LAUGHING JUST NOW. but then again xD
at that moment i thought of Mock.
he was talking bout how all the upper 6 girls are always taken by the form 5 students

then Mock made some weirdo face of the impersonation of MBS boys when seeing a girl.

just go to MBS School and flick your hair. they'll come running after you~~
(mock)

OMG, it was so funny wei. xD
i love to laugh.nyum
thats why i love sundays.
its the only day when i feel at home with the world. sigh <3>

apology to everyone.

2010-03-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

i'm just here to say how sorry i am to my gang.
i've been so emo and so bipolar i havn't been really communicating with everyone since january till now.
so i'm just really REALLY SORRY if you feel ignored or feel hurt at my sudden change of mood.
i'm especially really sorry Xue Fang and Beii-Lynn
cause i've been such a bipolar freak.
thank you Xue Fang for tolerating me
i LOVE you soooo much dear.

i really do love everyone of my friends.
i love hui yi,
i love wee kii,
i love yee theng,
i love XUE FANG,
i love beiis :D
i love foo :D
i love suet tyng <3
i love suan~
i love june ( you give the best hugs in the whole wide world! :D)
i love SAM, :3 (you give the tightest hugs in the world. ILY!!)
i love pei ji
i love chun kay.
i love wee teck.
i love the people who left my life.

i love you all so much. i will give you all a hug on Monday~~~ :D

i hope there's one small part in your heart that you'll be able to forgive this bipolar
crazy mahyun. :(
ily guys~

Thursday

2010-03-18T03:12:00.001-07:00

yay, we beat KDU! :)

today has been the happiest day for me since 2009.
ahahaha xD

aren't you proud of me hui yi, Te Sheng, Raj, Chadhi? :D
teehee~~~ you people must be the only ones knowing how nervous i was. xD
they weren't as geng as i expected them to be though.
kinda dissapointing,
but there was a girl who could shoot 3 pointers for nuts.
or raisins. :B

wow, she's probably the only player i like
and along with the girl with the orange Paul Frank shirt. she was awesome too :D
they were pretty nice people too.
they smiled at me on my way home :DDD
happy~~

to "better than you". i know it's you.
stop saying its my fault.
i have my own rights to change.

wednesday

2010-03-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

been going out shopping so much i dont even have the time to do my home work
so much for the holidays... :I
having friendly match against KDU. im scared.
cause i'm not that good and stuff... :(
*frown *

haha, he said i'm different.
really? :I
i'm such a sucky friend lah.
i pretty much suck at life...

people point out my weaknesses,
but i cant.

sigh.
sometimes i think you still love me
but, i've gotta stop believing in lies. you love elli.

holidays

2010-03-16T03:22:00.000-07:00

holidays don't feel like holidays since i've been so busy
that i dont have the time to stare into space.
been having bball training and my stamina is as worse as ever,
oh no how are we gonna play against KDU?
mahhh. D:

i feel emo.
emooooooooooo. no.
i havn laughed for quite some time.
i feel friendless.
i feel unloved.
i feel torned.

LOL, im just so ungrateful sometimes huh? :(

end of term 1

2010-03-13T01:23:00.000-08:00

wowmamawoozama.... exams went by so fast.
and i didn't really prepare for the exams so... im just really sorry ma, i have failed you.

i remembered something that happened not long ago.
i came back from Maldives,
and i texted you.
i asked you if you missed me.
you didn't reply.

during my birthday, i texted you.
how was deepavali?
you didn't reply.

but when i texted you.
do you still love me.
you had the time to reply me.

i wonder why i have such bad timing.
you've shown me not to trust any boy.
cause all they do is break hearts....
it still hurts,
so much..... do you still read my blog?

elmo and elli sounds wayyy more better than us.

you only texted me after 3 months,
probably because i was going to grease.

sometimes i want to meet you...
i called you last monday.
you never called since 09.09.09.

March

2010-03-04T02:40:00.000-08:00

Omg,exams in 3 days, i havnstudy D:

so uncool lah. :(
i feel so stressed. meh.
today Matthews had to give a speech bout Mr Ganes.
SHE FRIGGIN HAD TO. it menge-emo-fied my day. :(

then Selva Vishnu started scolding us bout SPM.
more stress... :(
i feel sad. :(

made the team though <3

2010

2009-12-31T03:52:00.000-08:00

happy new year.

hope you all have a good one. :)

2009 has been bitter sweet... even till the last 3 hours, i still can't let go.
it has been 2 months.

Far away- nickelback

2009-12-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

i love this song :)
because it is what i am feeling now.
but i know you'll never feel this way anymore, not with me.
sigh. they keep telling me that i'll get over you,
but how can i when
i keep wondering who's holding you now,
when i keep wondering who's heart you're knocking around.
there would be nothing i wouldn't do
to be in those shoes right now....

Japan is okay. fun. but i have no mood to blog about it. haha!
went to Olympic Skating stadium today.
it was beautiful. sigh.
no mood lah. -.-

you'll be coming home on the 30th, hehe :)
im a pro stalker. heh. :D
beware.

'cause you know that i love you, i have loved you all along
and i miss you, been far away for far too long.
i keep dreaming that you'll be with me and you'll never go.....

one last chance for one last dance

Donald loved Sue <3

2009-12-12T22:43:00.000-08:00

sigh. ):

last bball session till 2010

2009-12-11T23:35:00.000-08:00

sounds like a long time till i'll play bball.
i was on a shooting spree today :D
so happy! xD

i sure wish Sarankan was a girl in WMS.
then we would surely trash all the girls in our bball tournament. gah.
he's really good you know. what the blubber la, he's a state player for Sri Lankan! ! ! = =

i hope to play more bball with him.
not done packing, going to foo's house tmr for a sleep over.
hmm, i don't even know what time's the flight.
WHY WON'T THEY TELL ME????????????
they still have my passport.
please tell me they do. O.O
my dad made me paranoid lah. noo, why dad why???????

been really addicted to the song 'paparazzi' lately. no! ):
i'm supposed to be anti- lady gaga (nu shen jia jia in chinese though. haha!)
hmm.. i still have phy to do! ;)))))
i actually finished all my hw! :D
hurrah!
with a lil help of course. *wink WINK* HAHAHAHA!

Dreamt bout you last night (again. sigh.)
you were holding me tight.
it's like we were never apart...

sigh.

sigh.

no one know's my heart break, do they?

i'm your biggest fan,
i'll follow you until you love me.

promise i'll be kind,
but i won't stop until that boy is mine.

baby you'll be famous.
chase you down until you love me.

love,
your paparazzi

update! :)

2009-12-10T23:26:00.000-08:00

hmm, i havn't been updating.
so on the 9th, we celebrated my mum's birthday :)
me and dearest brother shan berg baked a cake for her at 4 in the morning.
it was so so funny.

i was still half asleep while i was baking, so here's the list of accidents :

1. while weighing the sugar, i spilled the whole tub.
2. upon spilling the sugar, the tub landed on the eggs, i broke one.
3. we were blending so hard, we broke the machine
4. i added the flour and milk before adding the eggs.
5. forgot to take out the butter earlier, causing it to be hard, which contributed to the breaking of our blender. nyahaha.

please don't tell mum. :)
but the cake turned out yummy ;)
gonna be leaving on Monday night,hmmm.. bought so much souveniers for them
hope they'll like them. altogether is RM 300 plus. GAH. ):
im gonna starve myself next year. gotta save money! :)

had so many weird dreams about you,
why do you have to haunt my dreams? it makes me emo...
do you still dream about me?

i dreamt about myself sleeping,
you were sitting next to me.
suddenly you moved and i woke up but i couldn't open my eyes.
i didn't want you to leave....
when i felt your hand on my blanket,
i grabbed your hand lightly...
you touched my lips, then...
you kissed me lightly, so lightly i could barely feel it.
then i woke up with tears in my eyes, you were gone.
but you were never there, were you...?

purple teardrops i cry,
loving you is cherry pie...

VBS

2009-12-06T01:05:00.000-08:00

VBS 2009 : Boomerang Express
moto : Follow, Worship, Live through HIM.
memory verse : 1 John 4:9

this year's deco mostly based on aus.
we had help from Life Chapel! :D

I was in charge of crafts with Joanne and Angeline
it was fun seeing kids struggle with cacat scissors and glue! :))
the kindi class was so CUTE!! :D

but still, my favourtie kid was chan choong.

he was acting as peter while Sebastian was acting as Jesus.

Simon, do you love me?
yes
Simon do you love me?
ya ya ya
simon do you love me?
yes
simon feed my sheep.
ya ya ya

Chan Choong and Sebastian

both of them are 7 yrs old. chan choong has global delay. and he has an ah beng accent! ;)
but he's still so cute! (;
he's cuter in life though,

i owe u guys pics :))

had so much fun this year!!!
cant help out nxt year, having SPM! noooooooooooooooooooooooo

anyone who had a heart

2009-12-01T01:25:00.000-08:00

Dusty Springfield
Stay Awhile / I Only Want To Be With You (album)
Anyone Who Had A Heart

Anyone who ever loved
Could look at me and know that i love you
Anyone who ever dreamed
Could look at me and know i dream of you
Knowing i love you, so

Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me too
You couldn't really have a heart
And hurt me like you hurt me
And be so untrue
What am i to do?

Every time you go away
I always say this time it's goodbye dear
Loving you the way i do
I take you back
Without you i'd die dear
Knowing i love you, so

[ Dusty Springfield Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me too
You couldn't really have a heart
And hurt me like you hurt me
And be so untrue
What am i to do?

Knowing i love you, so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me too
You couldn't really have a heart
And hurt me like you hurt me
And be so untrue
Anyone who had a heart could love me too
Anyone who had a heart would surely take me
In his arms and always love me
Why won't you?, yeah

Anyone who had a heart would love me too, yeah
Anyone who had a heart would simply take me
In his arms and always love me
Why won't you?, yeah
Anyone who had a heart would love me too

enough emo.
last night i had a weird dream
friggin freaky man.
if you're really bored, read this to get disturbed.
if not, STAY AWAY!

Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
i had i really weird dream bout you yesterday
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
nyaha.. tell me
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
i dreamt you ate drugs
and you pressured me into eating them
LOL
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
WHAT?!?!
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
in the end we both quit
Lol
i think it's the drugs that Bruce Lee ate
it calms your nerves
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
so.. im bruce lee in ur dreams +.+??
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
NO
you just ate the same drug
HAHAHA
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
lol
thats weird...
or maybe its one of those forseeing dreams stuff
GASP
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
NO LAH
==
theres a weirder part
GASP
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
TELL ME
hehe
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
i dreamt that i.... kissed a girl
GASP
x.x
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
woah.. who??
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
Jamie
HAHAHAHA
its SO WEIRD
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
WHAT!??
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
GAAAAH
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
girl... u r damn weird
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
MUST BE THE MEDICINE MY MUM ASK ME TO MAKAN
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
its bringing out ur inner lesbianess
haha
Ţ.ž.ї.~unfinished business ™ [ VBS xD ; play with snow] says:
I AM NOT LESBIAN
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
II Shi.No.Su. Ke II says:
ur not lesbian
YET

me and foo

don't ask me why i dreamt of it.
it is so weird, i freaked out the moment i opened my eyes.
VBS in 1 more day! noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
not ready. O.O

dusty springfield.

2009-11-28T02:37:00.000-08:00

this song's for you love..

When I said I needed you,
You said you would always stay
It wasn't me who changed but you
And now, you've gone away

Don't you see that now you're gone,
And I'm left here all my own,
That I have to follow you
And beg you to come home?

You don't have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever
I will understand

Believe me, believe me
I can't help but love you
But believe me
I'll never tie you down

Left alone with just a memory
Life seems dead and so unreal
All that's left is loneliness
There's nothing left to feel

You don't have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever
I will understand

Believe me, believe me

You don't have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever
I will understand

Believe me, believe me, believe me

you spelt heart break,

but i still fell for you.....

holidays,

2009-11-26T02:16:00.000-08:00

have not yet done homework. o.o
and im leaving in 2 weeks. oh gosh, why is time passing so so fast?
surely, God is coming soon. :))

been doing VBS props for the past few days,
hope Carmen will upload the photos on FB soon! :D
only 8 people helped so far,
thank God we have people like Aaron.
he's FUNNY xD

but i sure wish that more people would come to help. ):

Something to smile about:
today while we were praying, Carmen said:
'thank you God for guiding us'
then her message ring tone rang : ' aaaaaaahh'
(so cute! :D)

You and me - life house
is the
perfect

prom dance song for me :))

cause it's you and me
and all other people...

does he still think about me...?

Gee

2009-11-18T01:23:00.000-08:00

recently have been addicted to the song 'Gee'
by Girls Generation.

gah, this is why i stopped listening to 'pop' related music. :(

if you didn't know, i used to be into japanese pop, until i fell in love with emo. :D

the week was boring, had net ball and hand ball.
im PROUD of my class handball team. :)
we almost beat P class.
ALMOST!
it was a tie at first, then joey scored. making it a 3-2 end result.
i love 4K :D

apologies to those i hurt, i decided to play rough.
it's actually fun. teehee. sorry!

the week is ending, school's ending. this sucks.
SPM next year!! )':
i still don't know how to drive D:
im still struggling with Phy and my mood swings.
gah..

i've gotta make 2009 worthwhile i guess :)
time is running out.

it's funny,
how i'll be spending my new years in a foreign country for the 2nd time.
how i've never celebrated 'Valentine's Day' with a love one for 3 years.
how i've lost the ability to socialize with my best friend.
how time can change a person.
how i've never noticed how matured everyone's starting to look.
how i've never noticed the way you've smelt. (incense and soap?)
how i've never noticed how your smile lights up my day.
how i've never noticed that when you're sad, it crushes me.
how i'm spending christmas alone this year.
how long it'll take for me to get over you.
how much i've missed your hugs.
how much i miss your jokes and stories.
how much i miss all the times we've spent together in tuition.
how much i missed your singing when you sat next to me in class.
how much i missed our kindi days.
how much i miss ponteng-ing school with my best buddies :)
how much i miss being skinnier, lol.
how much i'll miss you
how much i miss the old you...

(guess your colour! :D)

people i've listed : hui yi, chun kay, xue fang, prthiv, anisha, wee teck, foo, beii, loong
slowly guess ba!

if you want answers you can cari me, but i probably won't tell you a few. xD
3rd class party tomorrow. bwahahaha! :)
no 4th?

all the best to those with SPM! :)
i'll miss you Loong

Hajimemashite

2009-11-13T19:43:00.000-08:00

Japanese students from Omi Brotherhood school
came yesterday!
well, opening ceremony was held at 11.
the performances were :
chinese, indian and malay dance, chinese yoyo, choir and piano recital + ensemble

well, i was in the chinese & indian dance! (woot :D)
many LOVED the 'shava shava' song, it's catchy! beware ;)
the loudest applause would have to be for the indian dance. teehee.

dancers :

GIRLS

beii
kai sin
jia yi
hui yi
pei ji
Sylvia
Ee Wen
Me

BOYS
chun kay
wee teck
Steven
Vetton
Stan
San Yap
Adrian
Me.

note : i was dancing as a guy for the indian dance :)

the weird thing was that i was the only 'guy' wearing a purple shirt.. ):
i stood out like a sore thumb. noo.... > <

so WMS played with the Japanese lah,
i think the Japanese people won all the games. o.o
teeeheee... :p
i got to play with the japanese! it was fun,
they had loads of stamina, unlike me. :)
too bad we only got to tengok them for a day,
but i made a friend :)
her name is Naruse Yoko,
she's a basketballer too! she's so cute!!
SHE HAS A NAME CARD.
wow! :)
so professional lah!!
i should get one too :)
so i dun hafto introduce myself all the time.
lazy-ness xD

petaling street?

2009-11-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

is petaling street chow kit? o.O
(beii and my question.)

today, me and beii ponteng school in the morning to go to petaling street. ( we have purpose! )
my feet hurt lah.
4 hours of walking in search of chinese fans.
worth it?
i don't know... ):
we reached Pasar Seni at 7.45 liddat, everything still not opened
except for a few flower and fruit shops.
so we went to McDonalds at 8 smtg, while beii ate her Mc Sausage bun (same like foo.. weird.)
we saw some one grooming himself at McDs, and another stealing left over coffee which was left by some buff looking ang mohs. wahh o.o
after her meal, as we stepped out of McDs,
it started to pour.. o.O
beii, being cat-ish, didn't like the rain. :p
so sucky la, a lot of shops are like closed down for renovation. ==

so we walked around petaling street for more that 2 to 3 times.
even stopped by to a pet store to kacau kacau. :)
no pics, my camera low battery ):
it was a very sad thing to see 8 cats in one cage ):
poor grey cats, siamese cats and fluffycats ):
you poor little things..... sniifff..
the dogs there were so CUTE. T_T
there were 5 huskies in the shop, and peking dogs and some other breed.
was it shitzhu? o.O cannot remember.
the peking dogs looked EXACTLY like the lion from lion dance.
so CUTE.. xD
their feet are so short and stubby,
friggin cute. x)
noo..

so in total, we walked into about 15 shops, but only found 2 that sold dancing fans.
in the 1st shop, they only sold pink fans for RM 6
while in the second shop, they sold red, green, pink and orange fans at RM8.

so, being money minded,
we chose the 1st option :)
teehee...
note : both shop's fans are of the same quality and cacatness.

so we go back to school,
almost 11 liddat la..
our feet were sore.. xD
Leo carnival looked awesomely fun today,
maybe i'm getting a lil older, not wanting to be part of the fun. HAHA.
Japanese ppl coming next week!
dance 1/4 in progress..
what to do? (beii's quote)

If you're reading this beii,
i love you :)

hope to do this again soon with you! ;)

(random leh?)

zoo?

2009-11-04T01:45:00.000-08:00

today, form 4s went to the zoo.
i hated the stinking zoo negara.
it really stank literally.
blueeh.
went there for peka, but they made us play some stupid hunt game.
friggin retarded i tell you.

i have said the word 'retarded' 14 times today,
5 times in the zoo,
9 times during and after school hours.
the zoo really is such a sad place ):
set them free!!!!!
they need the wild.... )':

i was emo-ing in the bus.
in the zoo.
and on the way back to WMS.
even Kay had to whack me in the head to clear my thoughts. thanks kay.
i was friggin emo, but still i couldn cry.
it's been... 5 days?
throughout this relationship, i must have been the only one trying.
i've been giving thought,
why didn't i back away? o.O
i hate myself. meh. ==
should i tell him? that im not able to cari him on the 7th?
or should i just leave him there waiting... hmmm.. :) evil? i don't think so.
but surely, whoever reads this,
PLEASE,
don't tell him about me.
especially where im going during december. HAHA.
i guess i'll just have to ignore him till im over him :D

even aaron tells me to stop kacau-ing him.
sigh,
when will this nightmare end?
i really don't wanna be emo anymore.....................

3rd of november :D

2009-11-03T01:36:00.000-08:00

today was tiring.. HAHA
i pontenged school with Foo till it was 10 at PWTC.
it was awesome :)
but the zhadao thing was that i was waiting for her upstairs while she waited for me downstairs
at the LRT station.
both of us were thinking, why she FFK me???? HAHAHA
my phone died upon arrival at PWTC. eeep

moving on,
had Auntie Anne's for breakfast. i felt myself gain weight. HAHA
Foo had Mc Sausage for breakfast. teehee..
she thought that eye :Dentity was a cute name for an eye wear shop.
i thought she meant identity, but she said that it was the smiley. (lol)
every where we jalan, people looked at us. HAHAH!

we practically lepak-ed the whole PWTC mall. all 5 floors, even the one below.
and thus, Foo concludes that we were always meant to be lepak buddies.
too bad beii didn't tag along ):
after an hour long of lepak-ing,
Parkson opened at 9 am.
haha! the first thing that caught my eye was nail polish by 'Bloop!'
it was pretty... shiny.. :D
9.90 per bottle, buy 2 free one.
i wanted to buy, but i bo lui
so we lepak-ed some more la! and i bought candy. mmm.. :)
if you didn't know, i like candy,
that is why i am fat.

moving on,
we reached school at 10.30.
and no, we didn't get caught until Mr Balan called.

VAN LYNN
yes sir?
why come so late.
car broke down.

Mr Balan and foo

she was so calm. and it's pretty hard to believe she was lying.
ahahaha! note that there were 8 teachers eating breakfast in the canteen
i feel naughty. ):

so as time slowly bleeds,
it was time for bball.
results of 4K :

against M --> we won without trying. they didn't show up!
against C--> lost ( 2 - 6)
against L --> draw (2-2)
against W --> draw (2 - 2)
against P --> lost (2 - 4)

pretty proud of my class. ;D
the basket ball boys are awesome. HAHA. so awesome ;D

the sad part of today's bball was that all 4 games were held today.
me ( the no stamina girl ) was practically breathless at the end of every game.
and i fell down today, so embarrasing. ._.
face down. ouch. sakitnya.
no worries, only cuts and bruises on hands and knees
but ah well, the pain lets me know that i'm alive :D
and the scars let me know that i played bball for 4K'09 !

moving on,
i am friggin proud of 4K volleyball girls! they won 3 matches and lost 1, 1 more to go!
teehee.. hui yi, if you're reading this, you did great :)

speaking of moving on,
i think i should start moving on,
maybe it is God's will that i should never ever see you again.
walking with Foo today,
made me realize that i won't be seeing you on the 7th of november,
i realized that i needed to be some where else.

falling down today,
i realised that through my pain, i was able to smile and say that i'm okay..

Ishwer said some thing sweet today,
he said :

Girls shouldn't be emo,
It takes away their beauty...

and guess what,
maybe he's right.

i loved you 60-40

last night

2009-10-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

didn't even get an answer.
i tried to call..
but you hung up.

HAHAHA.. ):
i'm so depressed......
i really wish i could take back what i said,
didn't think before i told him goodbye.
stuff i wanted to say :

1. is it that hard?
2. why won't you say yes or no?
3. i'd cut myself for you..
4. i'm barely breathing at the fact that you're leaving my life for ever
5. can i do anything to make it right again?
6. i love you

ah, but i guess it's over now..
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
for me.

can i hold you for one last time?
i need to feel you close to me..
i need to know that you're ok..
i know you won't read this.
so why am i still here?

i'm barely breathing,
barely holding on to you.....

broken

2009-10-28T02:38:00.000-07:00

i hate it when people leave me hanging without an answer
even if we both know how it'll end...
it's hard to let go, but if you want it,
i won't stop you from leaving.
even if it'll probably crush me..
you tell me to forget you,
how i wish,
how i wish i really could. completely.

I am damaged at the best, like you've already figured out

you tell me i'll be ok..
but i know you will be, not me.
I can already picture you telling another girl the same stuff you told me.
picture you holding her hand,
picture you looking into her eyes,
picture you...

but, i still see your reflection in my eyes

every time i close my eyes, i see you.
every time i fall asleep i hear you.
every time i wake up i think of you.
i feel your hand in mine when i sleep.
cheesy? well..
i now know that God's love is a million times more than mine
because
He thinks of all of us all the time.
He sees us but He can't talk to us directly.
imagine how much it hurts God, when we do something wrong against Him.
like how you're hurting me
by saying you're not good enough for me..

I'm falling apart, barely breathing with this broken heart

i don't blame you,
it's cause you're just a boy.

i now know that in a relationship, there is one who loves more than the other.
when will this story end?

why does the sun go on shining?
why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know, it's the end of the world?
'Cause you don't love me anymore...

post exam and depressemo (caution: emo post. don't read)

2009-10-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

every class has a jersey.. hmm..
all form 1 classes have a jersey... hmmm... how uncool man..

our class? PJK shirt yo ;)

been really really hard core emo.. the kind where you get so emo
you find it hard to talk or look at some one in the eye
or when you're too emo to cry.

It's partially cause i'm a girl and because of some other stuff
and because he hasn't bothered replying me.
it sucks la.
and here, i have a friend that gets o see his gf everyday but complains to me
about why she doesn come cari him.

i get it ok? it hurts, but you wanna be me? :)
but i can't complain.. it's not my fault he's always so busy..
just five minutes everyday would be nice, but i guess he doesn't have that sort of time.
since he's got school, dance classes, band practice and other stuff.

me?
i've got tons of books that i wanna burn. but i can't (SPM)
got tons of memories i wanna look back on.
i'm losing my ability to socialize. it's like 2007 is coming back to haunt me... crud.
i'm gaining weight due to comfort eating and lazy-ness to exercise.
i'm being ungrateful. (tssk tssk, bad christian!)
i'm being a meanie
i keep thinking of cutting myself. i dunno why, ==

i am that emo ok? HAHA
no play play man...

i need you today,
but i guess you don't need me.......

(sorry if anyone reads this, you'll get emo too)

things i did

2009-09-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

during this whole week :)
things i've done.

1. do hw
2. sleep
3. eat
4. emo
5. watch tv
6. study [doesn count as hard core studying. meh.]
7. helped out at eicc
8. got insomniac due to excess tea intake. :D
9. nap
10. watched a whole lot of random vids
11. went for a wedding thing
12. straightened hair
13. skipped basketball for a week [ nooo ]
14. caught up with say loong :)
15. sms-ed hui yi the most. waaah..
16. being stoned
17. playing 'crazy planets' for an hour on face book. not healthy xD
18. still hasn't figured out how to download videos.
19. kacau-ed my sis
20. attended MBS-s mooncake festival thing
21. have not made any new friends. (awww...)
22. waited by the phone
23. got compliments about my hair :)
25. balik-ed kampung
26. made my grandparents smile :)
27. fell in love with 'the misadventures of flapjack'
28. missed my friends and elmo
29. had a staring contest with a cat
30. procrastinated on her moral! NO. [not yet done]
31. went over to aunts house for her open house.
32. finally conclude that i cannot run.
33. craved for chocolate
34. gained weight. gah.
35. didn't get bored. :D

i feel like all my friends are growing up without me....
it's like the feeling where
you finally let go...

jamie's party

2009-05-31T20:58:00.000-07:00

Jamie's party was....
okay? =D
enjoyed my self there.
Thanks for the invite mate. it surely was a very very weird party.. muahaha. x)
(flash back)

me waiting for hui yi at Tasik Selatan to get the LRT to PWTC.
it is seriously very very disturbing that people start staring at you when you're wearing a skirt that's above your knees.. ==

upon reaching PWTC,
it started drizzling.

eh.. how to go?? o.O
she said keep going right!
but after right then what???!
uh.. she said maroon coloured apartment.
*run run run*
oh my gosh my shoes are killing me.
you didn wear socks ah?!

me. hui yi.

upon reaching her house we went to the 2nd floor to find people screaming.

where is it?
(sniff sniff)
here here here. ahah. we're here! smells like satay! nose never lies ;D

saw wee teck, jason liew and yen wen immediately.
HAHA

wee teck! your tie is so nice!
thank you.
you guys wearing the same shirt!
yea yea. we are twins. no need to cross dress cause we are trans.
O.O
jkjkjk

wee teck me

so we all went up to jam's house,her house is pretty big,
her room is also very big ;D
her dog was so so sosososososo cute and fluffy, made me think of candy floss! n.n

so me and hui yi were sitting on the couch "ladadeeduming"
while the guys were playing i-pod touch
and the other girls giggling in the room.
anti social eh? o.O

so then we went down again to makan.
(not bad caters jamie)
suan was obssessed with the satay! xD
so adorable man that woman. [suan]
every one looked so pretty. i felt so casual. Hhhhahaha
everyone was wearing a dress[girls] except for me and hui yi. and sam. and wee kii.
haha.

i shall continue this next time. cause im getting emo again thinking about it.
muaaaaaaaaaaahah, ;(

suatu hari nanti

2009-05-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

suatu hari nanti,
saya akan datang dan makan kamu.

[not lyrics, just being random ]

hehe.. concert practice is weird. :D
we finally got guys, 10% of them are not what we want.
HAHAHA. i shall not mention names. xD

exam's next next week.
mothers day tomoro.

so much to doo @_@ T_x
aihh..... :[
is it me or is co-curriculum night a dumb idea?
oh come on!
computer club? doing something "cool" HAHA.
power point presentation? wii competition? o.o O.O *help..*
gimme a break la.. [ah well, it's coming in the coming 3 weeks.] xD

lalalalalong lalalalalalong long lee-long long time to go.. HAHAHA =D
thank God, wee teck is my dance partner ! :]
that's a positive part to think about... xD
i hope no one come to me and complain about the dance..
you wanna complain go cari beii or chun kay ok? =D
im not the choreographer ;)
teehee.

heard a song just now, so nice... =D [around the 80s era i think..]

love is like oxygen,
you get to much you get too high,
not enough and you're gonna die.
love gets you high..

4th may.

2009-05-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

Fourth of may.
fourth of may.
fourth of may.
fourth of may.

-being randomm-

i feel like a really bad human being.

walaupun saya suka makan sotong.

2009-04-29T21:46:00.000-07:00

karangan saya selalu terpesong,
hatiku sudah dipotong.
walaupun saya suka makan sotong,
[cant remember.. o.o]

this was by san yap btw, for the sajak thing puan anelyza forced us to do.

i don't know why but my colour box sudah hilang.
so everything is like in black and white! HAHA =D

oh no.. something is wrong with my blog. what ever will i do?
[imagine this being said by madam Sarah]
hehe. Suan you imitate for me ok?

back to reality.
me and beii are still
STILL

looking for mucho macho guys to join our dance..
we need about 7-8 more!
come on guys! do it for the concert!!
i seriously need a new blog man.. ==

our dance is the 1st dance! =D
kinda afraid. cause im
so stiff. Malay dances are suppose to be softt....
my foot la.. sooftttt ==

i like this pic! =D
its perttyyyyy.... but it makes me kinda emo though.. it was the only pic of me in sports day in my entire 4 years in wms. HAHA.. farneyyy xD

i dare you to move..

2009-04-29T21:36:00.000-07:00

Award rules :

1. Insert this badge or the pic above to inform u have been awarded.
2. Make sure u take the pic n say who it is from.
3. You should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself.
4. You should choose 5 other bloggers (easier the ones who follow you) and mention their names in your blog
5. Don't forget to go to their blog and tell them they have been tagged !!!
10 facts or hobbies about myself:

1. i like to doodle! :D everywhere. just gimme a pen or pencil.. muahah
2. I have a poker face. =D
3. I like to play the guitar [classical] but now im like only good in 2 songs HAHA
4. I miss feeling bored.
5. i enjoy playing basketball with anyone. =D
6. physics is not my thing. [even though basketball has a lot of physics added to it]
7. can't get bored imagining the "meiosis" dance [ yagnesh!!! >:x]
8. get emo when im alone
9. Didn't know who lee hom was until i was 14 HAHA
10. I'd watch anything that makes me laugh! after all, laughter is the best medicine

tagging:
1. Robert
2. hui yi
3. vimal
4. pei ji
5. kai seng

tagged my pei ji =D

2009-04-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

1).Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
cheeks.

2). How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
crap, sports day..

3). Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
xue fang. this mornin. =D

4). Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
never.

5). Will you ever donate blood ?
yes, as much as you want ;)

6). Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
weeeeeeeeeee *teck*

7) Do you want someone to be dead?
no.

8. What does your last text message say ?
why so emo?

9. What are you thinking right now?
why im emo.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
not really............

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
11 ish

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
its free =D

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
a lot..

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Raj

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. vimal [LOL]
2. kai seng [ehehe]
3. stan
4. anisha
5. hui yi
6. wee teck
7. wei joe
8. robert
9. jamie
10. sam

Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i don't know? =D

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
NO. that'll make them gay.

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
how to get taller . . x)

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
uh.. depends.

20.Is no.4 single ?
yeaa =]

21. Say something about no.2 .
he buys the chocolates i like =D

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
no. that'll make them gay. again.

23. Describe no.9 .
some times crazy, funny, interesting, pretty, hot and a christian :]

24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?
they don't even know each other......... ==

25. Do you like 8 ?
YES. HE IS SO HILARIOUS.

haha. nothing about number 10 one... D:

sports day 2009

2009-04-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

hui yi is convinced that i went to sports day last year.
but i didn!
you want proof? ask suan or prthiv. =]

It was seriously sad when green house got last... D:
first time in WMS history! that
GREEN GOT LAST!
wahliao.... o.o
so sad right?
and march past march so good oso let pbsm take the 1st place ==

it feeeeeeeeels so weird...... ==
that green is finally last. can't wait to get out of WMS =]

and the toilets at selayang stadium are HORRIBLE! O.O
disgusting people. don't flush.. got so much poooooooooop there!!!!!!!!!!
darn you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you all have officially given me a phobia of the toilet to the highest point!!! >:(

<3: toilet hater.

hui yi

2009-04-16T03:00:00.000-07:00

today's hui yi's birthday! =D
she seriously got punked by her friends and me! =D
i seriously
could
not
believe
that she actually believed me.. o.O
nyeeeeeeeehehehe xD
[sorry cousin]
i hope you liked the paper i gave you =]

i don't know why but people don't tell me jokes anymore! D:
but thank God i was hyper in the train
me, foo and hui yi were talking about nail polish! :]

hey foo, im gonna get you nail polish for your present!
o.O (gives a stare) whyy? o.O
cause i want to! i'll give you pink!
she said she's gonna give me nail polish too!
hehe... i feel like buying everyone nail polish for their 16th birthday =D
wahh...
imagine if they made nail polish that changes according to your mood! that'll be awesome!!!!!
ya ya!! then when your nails turn green people can say, " what? you green with envy?"
or your nails can turn painfully blue when you're sad
or just red when you're really angry!
or they turn bright yellow, so bright that it's shining!!! and people will go like, "WHOA, look who's happy?"

me ; foo ; hui .

random eh?

or about the cake incident we were talking about :

they really pushed your face into the cake??????????
yeaa D: who pushed me ah?
Dhiran and New. HAHA new pushed really hard!
im gonna kill him if I get pimples! >:(
so did they eat the cake?
yea they did! even though my face was pushed into it.. HAHAHA.. o.O

we did have a pretty good laugh in the train =]
it made me feel all better..
i love to laugh! =D
i wonder how li sheng lives not laughing ==
and i really hate the fact that he acts all " imma good boy" in front of teachers
and "imma go kill you" in front of everyone else. ==
i HOPE
that you [li sheng] will not kena to become prefect. you sexist bastard!
but still, i really hope that you [li sheng] will change for the better.

some random quiz =]

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

close to you

2009-04-03T02:56:00.000-07:00

just like me, they long to be
close to you

yesterday, a bunch of korean people came to WMS.
[and why am i typing in italic? o.O nyaaaaaaa ]

they are a bunch of good singers! =D
they really REALLY amazed me.
what amazed me the most was:

1. me forgetting that korean guys are actually really adorable [sighhhh xD]
2. the pastor has HUGE biceps :D

HAHA!! the pastor's speech was really really
AMAZING!!!!! =D
i bet many people teared when he was praying the sinners prayer.
praise the LORD! got ppl accepted Christ into their hearts. that made me feel so
HAAAAPPPYYYYYYY! :D

teeheeeeeeeheeeeeeeee :]
and i actually bought a CD.. not bad what! that guy is so cute.. nyaaaaaaaaa xD
by the way, how do you cure mood swings?
i really need a cure, cause i get emo super fast and i just get stoned.
really STONED.
like the "thinker" like that :]
maybe it's cause of stress? o.O
and have you heard the song "the littlest things" by Lily Allen?
it
is
such
a
sad
song... D:

it'll make you cry if you've been that in love before.. awww =[
it makes me feel emotionless. :D

to chun kay.

and have i told you lately that i miss you?
we used to be the best of friends,
and i'd call you in the middle of the night
without letting my mama know.
we'd share stories and secrets, held each other together when we were breaking.
but you've changed,
changed by time and maybe by hormones? o.O
you became cold and hard
not like your warm old self.
leaving me when i needed you the most,
leaving me with just fragments of our little friendship.
even if we can't be friends anymore,
i just want you to know that
i really did care for you.
but we can't go back
because you can't go back being who you've once been...

60 out of 131. im not stupid xD

2009-03-27T03:48:00.000-07:00

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.Tag 16 people and repost it with the title:I've done (insert number of x) out of the 131 stupid things.

Level 1
[ ] Smoked A Cigarette
[ ] Smoked A Cigar
[ ] Kissed A Member of The Same Sex
[x] Drank Alcohol

Number of x: 1/4

Level 2
[ ] Fall In Love with non-living thing
[x] Been Dumped
[ ] Shoplifted
[ ] Been In A Fist Fight

Number of x: 1/4

Level 3
[x] Had A Crush on An Older Person
[x] Skipped School
[ ] Slept with A Co-worker
[ ] Seen someone/something die

Number of x: 2/4

Level 4
[x] Had/Have A Crush on One of Your Facebook Friends
[ ] Been To Paris
[ ] Been To Spain
[x] Been on A Plane
[ ] Thrown Up from Drinking

Number of x: 2/5

Level 5
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Been Snowboarding/Skiing
[x] Met Someone BECAUSE of Facebook (Friendster counts)
[ ] Been in a Mosh Pit

Number of x: 3/4

Level 6
[ ] Been in An Abusive Relationship
[ ] Taken Pain Killers
[x] Love/Loved Someone Who You Can't Have
[x] Laid on Your Back and Watch Cloud Shaped Go By
[x] Made A Snow Angel

Number of x: 3/5

Level 7
[x] Had A Tea Party
[x] Flown A Kite
[x] Built A Sand Castle
[ ] Gone Mudding
[ ] Played Dress Up

Number of x: 3/5

Level 8
[ ] Jumped Into A Pile of Leaves
[ ] Gone Sledging
[x] Cheated While Playing A Game
[x] Been Lonely
[x] Fallen Asleep at Work/School

Number of x: 3/5

Level 9
[x] Watched The Sun Set
[ ] Felt An Earthquake
[ ] Killed A Snake

Number of x: 1/3

Level 10
[x] Been Tickled
[ ] Been Robbed/Vandalized
[x] Been Cheated On
[x] Been Misunderstood

Number of x: 3/4

Level 11
[ ] Won A Contest
[ ] Been Suspended from School
[ ] Had Detention
[x] Been in A Car/Motorcycle Accident

Number of x: 1/4

Level 12
[ ] Had/Have Braces
[ ] Eaten A Whole Pint of Ice-Cream in One Night
[ ] Danced in The Moonlight

Number of x: 0/3

Level 13
[x] Hated The Way You Look
[x] Witness A Crime
[ ] Pole Danced
[x] Questioned Your Heart
[x] Obsessed with post-it-notes

Number of x: 4/5

Level 14
[ ] Squished Barefoot through The Mud
[x] Been Lost
[ ] Been to The Opposite Side of The World
[x] Swam in The Ocean
[x] Felt Like You Were Dying

Number of x: 3/5

Level 15
[x] Cried Yourself to Sleep
[x] Played Cops and Robbers
[x] Recently Coloured with Crayons/Coloured Pencils/Markers
[ ] Sang Karaoke
[x] Paid For A Meal with Only Coins
Number of x: 4/5

Level 16
[x] Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
[x] Made a Prank Phone Call
[ ] Laughed until Some Kind of Beverage Came Out of Your Nose
[ ] Kissed in The Rain
Number of x: 2/4

Level 17
[ ] Written A Letter to Santa Claus
[x] Watched The Sun Set/Sun Rise with Someone You Care/Cared About
[x] Blown Bubbles
[x] Made A Bonfire on The Beach or Anywhere

Number of x: 3/4

Level 18
[ ] Crashed A Party
[ ] Have Traveled More Than 5 Days with A Car Full of People
[x] Gone Rollerskating/Blading
[x] Had a Wish Come True
[ ] Been Humped by A Monkey

Number of x: 2/5

Level 19
[ ] Worn Pearls
[ ] Jumped Off A Bridge
[ ] Swore at the teacher, in front of them
[ ] Swam with Dolphins

Number of x: 0/4

Level 20
[ ] Got Your Tongue Stuck to A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
[ ] Kissed A Fish
[x]Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
[ ] Sat On A Roof Top

Number of x: 1/4

Level 21
[x] Screamed at The Top of Your Lungs
[ ] Done/Attempted a One-Handed Cartwheel
[ ] Talked on The Phone for More Than 6 Hours
[ ] Recently Stayed Up for A While Talking to Some You Care About

Number of x: 1/4

Level 22
[ ] Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
[ ] Climbed a Tree
[ ]Had/Been in A Tree House
[x] Been Scared to Watch Scary Movies Alone (still do )
Number of x: 1/4

Level 23
[x] Believed In Ghosts
[ ] Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
[ ] Gone Streaking
[ ] Visited Jail

Number of x: 1/4

Level 24
[ ] Played Chicken
[ ] Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
[ ] Been Told You're Hot by A Complete Stranger
[ ] Broken A Bone
[x] Been Easily Amused

Number of x: 1/5

Level 25
[ ]Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
[ ]Made A Porn Video
[ ] Caught A Butterfly
[x] Laughed So Hard You Cried
[x] Cried So Hard You Laughed

Number of x: 2/5

Level 26
[ ] Mooned/Flashed Someone
[ ] Had Someone Moon/Flash You
[x] Cheated on A Test
[x] Forgotten Someone's Name
[ ] French Braided Someones Hair
[ ] Gone Skinny Dipping
[ ] Been Kicked Out Of Your House
[x] Tried to Hurt Yourself

Number of x: 3/8

Level 27
[x] Rode A Roller Coaster
[x] Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
[x] Had A Cavity
[x] Black-Mailed Someone
[x] Been Black Mailed
Number of x: 5/5

Level 28
[x] Been Used
[x] Fell Going Up The Stairs
[ ] Licked A Cat
[x] Bitten Someone
[x] Licked Someone

Number of x: 4/5

Level 29
[ ] Been shot at/or at gunpoint
[ ] Had sex in the rain
[ ] Flattened someones tires
[ ] Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
[ ] Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Number of x: 0/5

60 out of 131 stupid things xD

i tag who ever took the time to read this.

because facebook was lagg

2009-03-27T02:53:00.000-07:00

ah darn facebook la.. so darn laggy.. ==
today was pretty entertaining.. :]
Gwen gave this hyped up speech on stage about the environment [environmental club]

come one everybody let's do the environmental wave!!
from the right to left!!
silence
from back to front
silence
from the left to the right!!!!
SILENCE

gwen and school

then it came to these "SUPPORT THE ENVIRONMENT" stickers
aww.. :D

how cute!!

and during break you can hear people screaming for them.. [kua zhang ; exaggeration]
haha, they were really really CRAZY about it lah!
one person at least ambil 3 stickers.
Jamie took 6.
June had 4.
in my mind i was laughing like crap. xD

then WMS "Earth Hour" started.
what dissapointed me the most that there was actually emergency lights in the class.

MADAM!! they should turn it off!
TURN IT OFF!!! O.O

anisha and pn Anelyza

it wasn't that bad, thank God it rained.
haha.
Form 1s have no games! :]
i don't know why, but i have a thing against people younger than me by 2 years.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? ? ? ? ?

and you know what?
i really
really

really

do not like computer club.
hate it.
don't know if i'll ever love it.
all the guys there are so... computer-ish
i feel so.................. you know... ==

BAH!

oh ya! you all must support Earth hour.. !!! :]
it's important.
so that we can always have it every month! not just tis year
BUT EVERY SINGLE MONTH!
save the EARTH okay? :]

story books

2009-03-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

haha.. just finished a story book
" my sister's keeper" it is one of the saddest books i've ever read.
why yuen xin WHY????? why did you borrow me that book?
why did ANNA die but not KATE? why???????????? O_O

but i recommend this book for people with a tender heart :]

now im reading another book about conjoined twins..
oh my gosh why do i have this interest in reading how sad other peoples lives are? D:
but there's this sweet part!! oh my gosh so sweet.. between uncle stash and aunt lovey:

"you". It's what uncle stash and aunt lovey said to each other, perfect in its singularity, throughout their whole married life. It meant "i love you", and it other such powerful cliches.
You are everything to me.
I've been so worried about you.
I'd die if anything happened to you.
I'm sorry if i've hurt you.
You have made my life.

uncle stash also called aunt lovey " moja mila" which meant " my darling "

awwwwwwwwwww.. so sweet right? :D

he's moja mila to me xD

holidays

2009-03-15T20:02:00.000-07:00

holidays.. ah screw it la..
having so much of hw, so little time to do NOTHING! is that what you call a holiday?
for me the answer would be NO la..

putting that aside,
yesterday i went for my cousin's birthday! such a cute boy! :D
little Eugene:

he had a birthday party at KFC
so cute and spoilt man this kid >:x
it makes you feel old when you see a bunch of 4 year olds runnung around..
bah!

the funniest part of that day was when they were putting candles on the cake for eugene

Joshua! don't play with my candles!
I'm not joshua...

eugene and some random boy.

me and hui yi were laughing our heads off..
ah.. you little homosapiens.. xD
so much cuteness in one small package.. lol-ness man..
and i was doing a tag on fb yesterday

weird things..
like:
will you ever get married?
answer : good bye my lover [james blunt]

OR

what will you post this as?
answer: always be my baby [david cook]

bah.. funny weird answers.. try it! :D

19 2 09

2009-02-20T04:58:00.000-08:00

yesterday was weird, sensational, depressing and hyper - ful xD

its all arranged backwards.
all started with hyper.
i remember me making a quote:
" i should seriously be the one wearing the pants around here!"
Break was seriously panas like a microwave *radiation* xD

then it went to depressing when i went up to the 3rd floor
and saw prthiv's kiss mark on the locker.
[apparently it's still there and no one bothers to wipe it off HAHA]
it brought me back to 19.07.08.. oh nooo.. dont bring me there again D:

then came sensational when some guy named Enoch
came to WMS to play piano for us to hear,
this guy here,
is an indian from U.S. who started piano at the age of 13 =D
he was awesome i tell you =D

lastly was weird and disturbing.. o.O
after the assembly thing,
kheng yew starts singing high pitch like Christine Dae.
he was singing " you sang to me " <-- smtg like that
from Phantom of the Opera which was sung by Christine..
ZHADAO!!!

and he starts talking in a seriously highhh pitched voice.. ==
funny boy..
he's the only one making me laugh in scool right now..
everything's gotten too
SERIOUS

as quoted " why so serious? =D let's put a smile on that face"

25 days starts now. xD

valentines day :]

2009-02-14T04:44:00.000-08:00

shall i compare thee to a summers day,
let me count the ways.
[maybe not here]

today, WMS had a jogathon which i was dying to skip. [but i didn. AHAH! im such a good girl =D]
it was pretty depressing seeing so MANY ppl running past me [ no stamina girl]
but thank you THANK YOU GOD for sending xue fang to me =D
she was my teman hehe.. =D

so we were practically walking, complaining, jogging, laughing, gasping for air, complaining somemore. u get the point yea?

the funny part was how i kept muttering under my breath:
"crap, why is poisollah faster than me!!! o.o "

and xue fang follows:
"i dunno la"

and i continue:
"we must BEAT HER!!"

this happened for about 5 times i tell you.
she still beat us to the finishing line.
Dear God, where do you grant ppl this awesome stamina?
it's scary how i cant run.. im the slowest pig in my group of friends =D

D:
sad thing that little foo got 5th D:
she almost got 4th :D
and the weird thing bout today was that no form 4s won anything larh..
HAHA

and Prthiv came today! of all wonderful days, why the day with me in it?
it was awkward.. D:
its kinda sad that we never got the chance to talk and stuff :D
at least he has Aaron and Eric and maybe that Siva girl whatever la =D

i find that Siva girl has really really beautiful eyes.
the kind of eyes that you would wanna stare in it for ever.
the kind of eyes that are like stars =D
there are ppl who have eyes that tells their emotions
example: chunkay
no matter how he smiles [fake or real] you can see a whole lot of sadness in his eyes.

but.
BUT,
you cant see what's in my eyes.
the window to my soul is closed =D
i have that talent to pretend. so be careful! =D

ah well, happy valentines day to all you couple ppl or single xD
i shall spend tonight brainwashing myself
that "us" was just a fragment
of my imagination.

open house [cny: 1-2-09]

2009-02-01T19:56:00.000-08:00

had open house yesterday! see so many ppl gambling, drinking, smoking in my back yard?
it sickens me... ==

Story time!! [cast: me as camera girl; mariko and sarah]

"oh gosh! there's a stack of angpao's here!! "

"excuse me, but is this yours? o.O "

" NOOOOO * monster voice* o.o "

" my moneyyyyy~ "

- no angpao's were hurt in this production-

oh ya.. they were my angpaos~ xD

Story time continues next time~ featuring mariko and sarah again~ =D

cny

2009-01-26T23:53:00.000-08:00

hello to who ever's reading this =]
cny in perak was ok =]
if u exclude waking up to a baby crying.. really loudly.. [lol]
aww.. had loads of hw 2 do =[

who ever made the quote
i can't smile without you

i salute you! =]
it's true.. i cant smile without *him*
awwwwwwwwwww.. =[

the only things that r making me smile now r :
1 family
2 friends
3 ice cream

i should be joyful not happy.. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??????? O.O

tagged

2009-01-12T04:48:00.000-08:00

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.

1.Who will you save 1st? Your best friend or your boy/girlfriend?
If me dying would save both of them then i'd choose dying =]

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
both..

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
a lot.. =D

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No

5. How many babies you want?
_

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
idkx [i dont know xD]

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
paranoid-ness

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
yes!

9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
none of your business.. if you very free go observe mine.

10.What feeling do you love most?
The feeling that you can always know that Jesus died for you even if we're such terrible people..

11. What are your bad habits?
being paranoid...

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
i love you, God loves you more..

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea.. sadly people dont..

14. What do you hate most in others?
When they judge people without even knowing who they really are on the inside..

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
sleep

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
winking ;)

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
really nice, really tall, funny, adorable, has an adorable name, lovable, my best friend~ [wee teck!]

18. Your ideal home.
where God is =]

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
a human being

20. What is something you will never regret doing?
knowing Jesus =]

i tagg hui yi, wei joe, wee cherng, Kai seng, robert? ppl who have blogs.? oh ya! SUET TYNG .

knives and kiap kiap things.. LOL

2009-01-12T04:34:00.000-08:00

ello! :] i am actually blogging now cause im feel-ing v-e-r-y-e-m--oooo... o.O
yea it's true...
today we did onion cell experimentfor bio.. farny whei. xD
lemme summarise 4 you science students!

nomber 1: you take onion cut half and use a sceptic knife to slice a thin slice [which i failed to!] xD
nomber 2: you put a little drop of water on to the what's that callled glass.. o.O and place the onion on the whats that called.
nombor 3: you then close the onion with a small glass thing which i dunno whats that! and add some iodine!
nombor 4: you then see under a microscope and walah! your very one plant cell! n.n

me and xue fang failed miserably while he who shall not be named's group had a perfect cell structure.. woo hoo! D:
hehe.. zha dao~~~

now about depression.. if you did not know or i.y.d.n.k. for short,

2 main symtoms! :

Sadness or hopelessness.
Loss of interest in or pleasure from most daily activities.

Other symptoms include:³

Losing or gaining weight because of changes in appetite.
Sleeping too much or not enough.
Feeling restless and unable to sit still, or feeling that moving takes a great effort.
Feeling tired all the time.
Feeling unworthy or guilty without an obvious reason.
Having problems concentrating, remembering, or making decisions.
Thinking often about death or suicide.

If you have at least five of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, and one of the symptoms is either sadness or loss of interest, you may be diagnosed with major depression that needs treatment. Even if you have fewer than five symptoms, you may still be depressed and need treatment.

TADARH~ [DEPRESSION I GIVE YOU = ME]
it's sad isn't it?
at least i've stopped thinking about the last point there.. =[

so hui yi.. i give you *depression*
i just dun like showing it! =D
its like on and off, on and off.. LOLxD

the end.

school-shmool

2009-01-09T05:32:00.000-08:00

heehee. haven blooggeed in a long long-a-long long time~
this week was like the 1st week of scchool so its like super boring.. =[
all my buddies all seperated into different classes and that only leaves me with dear old xue fang, hui yi and mun yee.. xD

it's kinda depressing that the Bio teacher [ mdm Mazni ] didn even teach properly..
and the english teacher [ i dunno ] speaks oh so softly.. o.o
and the physics teacher [ mr k. siva kumar ] teaches so super the fast like Bolt going all "ZOOM ZOOM"

and the chemistry teacher [ pn Haslina ] who gets angry at noise
and the add math teacher [ ms Leong ] who apparently is rumoured to be having multiple mood swings.... [ still not a known fact to Liew Tzi-Qing ]

and the math teacher [ mr moore *hah! i got the SPELLING right!* ]
who insists that his name is not Mr MO or Mr MOH or Mr MORE but only MR MOORE~
thats about it right?

my only favourite teacher right now is
mdm premela! =D [sejarah teacher] such a nice woman i tell you.. vegetarian summore..

oh gosh i tell you ar.. if you hear any long speeches from mdm Matthews that lasts for 30 minutes, you'd feel like the whole world is passing SO SLOWLY!

*SPECIAL STORY ADDITION FOR YOU READERS! *
9th of January 2009, a Friday [very very VERY hot~ *sizzle~*]

as me and hui yi went into SOGO to find my mum, we could not even get in..
and i repeat again, COULD NOT GO IN. full stop.
you wanna know why? why can't 2 innocent school students enter a "Shopping Complex"?
well....

it's because we DON'T HAPPEN TO BE SOGO MEMBERS BECAUSE TODAY is MEMBER DAY! yippeee~ =]
oh can't you just sense the sarcasm~
we actually had to call my mumma to come out to get us..
WHY make a mother walk all the way out to get her children?????????
WHY PEOPLE WHY?

and this i conclude that ppl like you should not go to SOGO on member day. fullstop.

p.s. : they actually sell vibrating condoms in sogo.. GASP! perverts!!!!!!! >:(

oh golly.. another tag already? O_O

2008-12-09T02:28:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh.. i'm starting to hate tags.. LOL
wasting my time.. xD

A. Attached or single? attached
B. Best friend? alot
C. Cake or pie? both!
D. Day of choice? Friday~
E. Essential item? Bible, water, comp wif internet.
F. Favorite color? cold colours
G. Gummy bears or worms? Gummy bears.
H. Hometown? Perak
I. Favorite indulgence? Japanese food and ice cream :]
J. January or July? July~
K. Kids? shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
L. Life isn't complete without? God
M. Marriage date? why so pat gua for?
N. Number of magazine subscriptions? huh?
O. Oranges or apples? Oranges.They have Vitamin C. =)
P. Phobias? a lot.. but right now is touchophobia.. :]
Q. Quotes? As a mother comforts her child, God will comfort you too. [Isiah smtg]
R. Reasons to smile? i'm alive? :D
S. Season of choice? Winter. think of all the snow mans you can MAKE!!!
T. Tag 10 people. everyone who hasn't done this thing..
U. Unknown fact about me? um... i'm crazy?
V. Vegetable? alot.. :D
W. Worst habit? um.... biting the bottom of my lip when im nervous.. > <
Y. Your favorite food? Ice cream.Yum.
Z. Zodiac sign? Libra

another tag.. GAH!

2008-12-09T02:13:00.000-08:00

Instructions:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm + tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I love Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs. (I think it means my mum give me hugs, is it?)
People should start appreciating me.
High school is the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS.
I have a WiiI can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear. ( I seriously don't get this... hahaha. xD )
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

i tag everyone who reads this :]

another tag,,, ==

2008-12-09T01:58:00.000-08:00

Rules:
*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.
*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you(tagger).
*3. Continue this game by sending to other people.(refer to rule No.2)

Time: 18:01
Name: Tzi-Qing
Age/Birthday: 15, 17-10-every year
School: WMS

Elder sisters: NONE
Younger sisters: sadly one.. :(
Elder brothers: 2
Younger brothers: no! [lucky me.. yes yes!! hahaha]

Favourite liquids[drinks]: uh.... milk! :D
Favourite consumables[food]: I.C.E.-.C.R.E.A.M.
Favourite place to sleep: THE BED.. LIKE DUH

Flying?: if i can then ya la
Swimming/Diving?: swimming.. diving hurts,, x.x

How much friends in MSN?: 144
Couple?: blah
Loved ones?: everyboday

Get kicked on the butt: i'll kill those hu try.. [INCLUDING EVERYONE]
Allergic?: my self.. xD
Gastric?: nah.. rarely hungry :]

Whole fortune: heaven :D
Age of marriage?: 25-35
Children wanted?: [shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]
Age of death?: up to God
Animals in house?: does fish count? cause theres 1..2...3....4..5..6... uh........ @_@

Longest fingernail ever kept: o_O WHAT?

Wanted birthday present : the ability to fly

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A: I wish to be with my loved ones forever.

10 persons to tag :
1. hui yi
2. jun kuang
3. anisha
4. wei joe [COUGH]
5. vimal
6.suet tyng
7.you
8. you
9. maybe my fish
10. bergy! :D

tagged by suet tyng?

2008-12-06T01:59:00.000-08:00

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 6.03 pm
Name : Crystal Liew Tzi-Qing
Sisters : 1
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 6
Height : [ unknown to man kind :D]
Where do you live : cheras?
Favourite drinks : milk.. nyumm... and fresh squeezed orange juice!
Favourite breakfast : cereal
Have you ever been on a plane : Yeah.
Swam in the ocean : YES!
Fallen asleep in school : um.. nope
Broken someones heart : maybe? :D
Fell off your chair : I forgot? O_O
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yea... stupid stupid me.. xD
Saved e-mails : some really nice forwarded messeges.. :D
What is your room like : Well,it has a bed,a door,a window.....
What's right beside you : An empty chair.
What is the last thing you ate : mamee MONSTER!! [rawr~]
Ever had chicken pox : nopes
Sore throat : Uh huh.
Stitches : Nope.
Broken nose : Nuh uh.
Do you believe in love at first sight : Yeah.Why not?
Like picnics : yes yes!! the ones you have in the garden.. you know.. a garden? =D
Who was the last person you danced with : Prthiv.. :[
Last made you smile : the little kids at VBS [so CUTE i tell you!]
You last yelled at : sister? not much of yelling but yea....

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : yea :3
Kissed anyone : Nope.
Get sick : no
Talked to an ex : nope
Miss someone : Oh,I miss EVERYONE.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : yea... > <
What's under your bed : Dust.
Who do you really hate : no one... :D
What time is it now : 6:09 p.m ?

RANDOMS
Q :Is there a person who is on your mind right now : Yeah.
Q : Do you have any siblings : yaa
Q : Do you want children : yeees :D
Q : Do you smile often : depends
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : maybe? :D
Q : Are your toenails painted : nope.. no point giving them colour..
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : his
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : white
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : showering.
Q: I can't wait to : go shang hai :D
Q: When did you cry last : 4 months ago.. [lol]
Q: Are you a friendly person: i can be mean.. :D
Q: Do you have any pets : I wish.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : I want to know that too.
Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : a lot........ :[
Do you sleep with the TV on? : Nah.
What are you doing right now? : This tag.Duh.
Have you ever crawled through a window? : yeaaa... xD
Can you handle the truth? : Maybe,if it isn't too harsh.
Are you closer to your mother or father? : Equally close.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : chun kay..
How many people can you say you've really loved? : every one i know......
Do you eat healthy? : maybe
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope!
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yeah.
How often do you go to church? : every beautiful Sunday :]
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : Most of the time I just keep quiet about it and go to Jesus.. =D
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : quiet
Are you confident?: nope

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO.
1. Read,write,count, annoy siblings, fell down.. you get the point of being a kindergartner right?
2. being a cry baby.. LOL

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.
1. VBS stuff [done]
2. try to not miss pplss.. o_O

5 SNACKS I ENJOY.
1. nyam nyam =D
2. Snyder's Cheddar flavoured pretzel pieces
3. Cookies.
4. Ice cream.Yum.
5. rocky!

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
1. donate 1 out of ten of my fortune to the church =D
2. Travel.To all the places I have always wanted to go.
3. buy really nice clothes.. [sighh]
4. donate to charity.. :D
5. Live life like it is supposed to be.

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
1. My house (DUH)
2. Cousin's house
3. My old house
4. Grandparent's house
5. baby sitter's house

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. helping out at VBS?
[no more]

5 PEOPLE I TAG
1. hui yi
2. wei joe
3. anisha [if she's still blogging?]
4. wee teck
5. YOU.

sorry suet tyng if my tagg is the same colour as yours cause i copy pasted.. lazy.. xD

1st day of VBS

2008-12-04T01:55:00.000-08:00

i'm really sorry joe if i've abandoned my blog for 2 whole months.. LOL
so here's a post dedicated to you? =D
i'll do the tags later this week or smtg.. hehhehe wait ar suet tyng and hui yi! ;D

today was the first day of VBS and
me, carmen, kk and tim were in charge of snacks..
ahahah!! you should have seen the faces of the little ones.. :D
[asking for more donuts *cough cough*]
ah yea........... today was tiring.. :D
but at least it was a succes if you ignore the water spilling and the lack of donuts.... xD

and yes, if you wanna know what i've been up to the whole holidays.. here's my schedule:

wake up
brush teeth
bathe
makan
mop floor
play piano
eat lunch
play comp [ HAHA ]
eat dinner
watch tv [2 hrs]
sleep

it's so ORGANIZED i tell you??!!?!?!
hahahahha
and those of you doing your novel hw things... oh gosh i'm not even started yet???!?!
^ ^
and who ever wants to come join my church's christmas dinner,
you're all very the welcome! =D

see?? ask and it shall be given to you!

tata~
*ps : and joe if you're reading this, pls come for Christmas k? xD

hall-o-ween[ies]

2008-11-01T02:19:00.000-07:00

yup yup... yesterday was Halloween..
Rachel Jiam had a party.. :]
yay....
out of all the form 3s that came were :
1. me
2.suan
3.beii
4.wee teck
5.prthiv
6.kay
7.sam
8.yee theng
9.gwen
10. pei hooi
11. pui ching
12. komala
13. vrindha
14. prita

[i think i wrote down every form 3.. :s]

ah well.. me, suan and prthiv were the 1st form 3s to reach there..
we were like

suan: oh my gosh.. i look so weird!!
tzi: *cough cough* you weird?!!?! YOU ARE NOT MAHYUN
suan: ehehe.. good point.. :] where's every one?!?!?
tzi: i dunno??!??!! :[

when we went up 2 the 7th floor we met prthiv there :]
yay!
so the 3 of us lepaked and lepaked around and around the swimming pool
lallalala~

oh!! costume info!!

me : went as mahyun
suan : went as "corpse bride"
prthiv: some guy from star wars 2 :]
sam: a bomoh
yee theng: MOTHER NATURE!!!
gwen: the devil
pui ching: i have no idea what she dressed as.. O_O
beii: supposedly chinese ghost??
wee teck: lala
kay: half face :]
prita: the devil [again]
komala: a bride!!
vrindha: a vampire [i think]

so ya.. when the guests arrived we had dinner blablabla.. :]
so those who brought extra clothes got to swim..
since me, beii and suan didn bring extra clothes, we sat around the pool dipping our feet into the pool.. HAHAHAHHA~
it was awesome.. ah.. cold water on a cold night
teeheeeheee..
and the best part of yesterday was... [not telling]
i was mahyunny for 2 hours being crazy and stuff..
then kay made me emo....
so i sat at one corner staring at the pool.. HAHAHAH
the party was SO BORING cause like less than 30 of the guests showed up
HAHAHHAA~
oh ya.. if you didn get to see,
PRTHIV SUMMERSAULTED into the pool :]
[and hurt himself... ==]
aiyohh.. poor guy :]

me and suan went home early cause we were randomming around the pool and playground
AAHAHAHAH... so boring right? :]
ah well

the touch of you skin

2008-10-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

WeiJoe says:
ehh
WeiJoe says:
show laa
WeiJoe says:
just a pic is okayy
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
nop
WeiJoe says:
if not i'd try to search him on fster
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
im keeping that pic 2 myself
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
nyehehehe
WeiJoe says:
why not huh?
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
:]
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
it's a secret
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
shhhhhh
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
Lolz
WeiJoe says:
lol
WeiJoe says:
scared what laaa
Ţ.ž.ї. ™ [ Don't say we're not meant to be ] says:
he's MINE i tell you MINE!!!

[conversation of me and joe... weirdness...]

today in class was wasting my life away... o.o
and caleb and jamie were talking bout sick stuff............
and foo was all :" DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE CRAPPER IS?? I WOULD LIKE TO DROP SOME TIMBER" ==

ah the side effects of house bunny on FOO, BEII and SUET TYNG..
poor ppl.. LAUGHING THEIR HEADS off....

im so emotionless right now.. o_O
inconsolable.. LOLz

birthday

2008-10-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

17th October 2008

ahaha............. this is a 2 day late post bout my "birthday"............
let's just imbas kembali [flash back] to 7 :15 in the morning~! =D

the 1st person to wish me in school was Anisha..

Anisha: hey!
tzi: hey.......
Anisha: your birthday's tomorrow right???
tzi: uh............................... it's like.. today.......
Anisha: OH..OH!!! sorry!!!!!!!! happy birthday!! :] i mixed up your birthday with my other friend's birthday.. which is tomorrow.. SORRY!!!
tzi: it's ok.... =D

my birthday wasn that bad... after the Geo papers we went off to MV [midvalley]
oh ya! i gave elmo a really REALLY big hug.... :[ (tzi misses elmo)
getting back to topic, we sat the KTM there..
seeing Ho Li Sheng there at the KTM was like.............. WHOA!

ho: i'm WASTING my time being with you ppl! [THAT'S what li sheng told shi khai... ==]

skip skip skipping to the part where we reach MV.. :D
they all had lunch in the food court...
we actually met joe and coorperation there! o_O
me, hui yi, June and Sam were having really random conversations...
one of them were about nasi kandar...
and it lead to smtg..

tzi: the few people in my life that i think are really interesting are Jamie, Prthiv and Sam!
june: Sam??
tzi: yea.. she's really interesting!!!
sam: what? WHAT??? what she say???????????
June: too bad Sam.. that's a once in a life time opportunity!
sam: tell meeeeeee!!!!
June: once in a life time!! :D

but we told her in the end la.. LOL
ehehe.... ticket price was like RM 91!!! [ wee teck told me] :D
the movie was ok la............ but it's not my type of movie..
i think this movie would really suit wei joe.. am i right?? :D
he'd be drooling over all the hot girls in the movie.. LOLz...........
[ no offence joe if you're reading this :D ]
after the movie, we went 2 the tinker [loo or toilet if you preffer.. LOL]
me and hui yi met wif joe and jing en there! it was awkward..........
seeing ppl u noe in the toilet. . . . . . . . ==

i was actually freaking out tat i had 2 sit the KTM wif hui yi on our own
[note: i and hui yi dont know how 2 sit KTM]
ya.. so listening to beii talking about sitting the ktm blablabla...
the only words i heard in my head was
"oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh!!! sit to putra uh......................"
lolz... i panick but it doesn show on my face.. ahahaha!
so we eventually got really wet on the way home cause we were crossing streets in the heavy
pouring rain.. ><
and ya.. that's about it!

list of ppl who were the first to wish me! :
1. my grandmama
2. bergy
3. chun kay [!]
4. Prthiv [!]
5. Say Loong [!]
6. Jing en [!]
7. sarah [?]
8. hui yi [?? <3]
9. anisha [xD]
10. beii and gang [ :D]
11. Ruo rong
12. wei joe [???????????]
13. hou thin a.k.a. mr nia [ o_O]
14. lin yao [:)]
15. my parents
16. jing en????????????????????????????????????? o_o

ahahah.. but prthiv was the 1st 2 gimme a present.. =D
[ i <3 it btw]

the man who can't be moved

2008-10-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

the man who can't be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

---> i LOVE THIS SONG~~ yes i do love it! :D
do you?? GO LISTEN TO IT!!!
it's by................. omg.. i duno who it's by?!?!?!?!? cruuuuuuuuud~~~ o-o

oh my gosh.......... Pmr is like 9 days away and im blogging? =D

wait.. i dont even like to blog.......... oh no! something is terribly wrong with me :D

nya ha ha ha ha ha ha ha hah ha ha ha

OH!!!! DID YOU KNOW?????????????
THERE'S THIS GAME CALLED "SPORES"
IT'S ABOUT EVOLUTION??? O_o
nyahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~ :]

-----------side effects of donuts~ -------------------

elmo

2008-08-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

i'm so emo.... D:

HE'S LEAVING SCHOOL!!!
[prthiv.. sobz]

my best friend's leaving.. LEAVING!
he's my elmo... :[

sighh...

main things we'll miss about prthiv:
1. his hyperness (sigh)
2. his smile (siiiiiiiiiiiiiggghhh)
3. him not being with chun kay (SIGGHHHH)
4. his tap/modern dancing-ness (and again i say SIGH)
5. his jokes (oh my gosh! siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggghhh)
6. him not being there in GREEN house next year. o_o (woah johnny... ==)
7. him not being there with us at the back of class talking [ anisha, chun kay, me]

i have to say that i'll MISS you (prthiv)
so MUCH!! :[
we had so much fun.. sigh.. and it's gonna end soon....
why do you have to be so smart.. hahahhaa.. xD

sigh.. im so emo... x_x
help me...... :[

You leaving is like
the sun stopping it's nuclear reactions.....

yay

2008-07-12T02:38:00.000-07:00

yay! :]
i've returned to happy land! :D
i've been pretty happy lately.. Thank you GOD.. :D
aiyer.. concert next week.. O_O
feel so.. unprepared.

eh.. the costume is GREEN??!?
....
really ar mdm? o_o
ya.....

-mdm ewe and me-

oh my gosh.. y is "Going to the chapel" costume GREEN???
It's like supposed 2 be like.. WHITE..
at first mdm Sara was all..

It's gonna be Lilac! and u guys gonna have a veil!!!
really?
yes yes..

-mdm sara and dancers-

wow.. all the dissapointment is getting to me..
and me doing lisan in front of some guy from jabatan pendidikan?!?!?!
ME??? O_O
i'm still in trauma here.. hello? ding dong... reality check.. x_x
why do they like my nama so much ar?
sighs.. ==
so angry with them larrrr....
if i had the remote control from "Click" the movie,
i'd slap that guy till he loses consciousness.. LOL..
this is so not like me but i really
REALLY have a strong urge to do that...

some how falling down helped me 2 revive my childhood.. HAHA
am i weird or what? =]

seeing him makes me think of sunsets
because it was the first time we've met.

exam

2008-05-16T03:15:00.000-07:00

today we had bm and moral..
i was so stressed that my nose bled.. LOL
ain't that weird?

i think i'm gonna ace my moral!
i studied so hard.
And with the help of God, there is no way that i cannot ace moral.

ahah ahah ahah! i deleted the last 2 blogs coz they were emo
that you have never ever read something this emo..
so i deleted it so it wont get and pollute your heads.

yesterday, suan said the funniest thing.. well.. it's lame that it's funny!
we were talkin bout show and tell, bringing your animals to school.

student: hey madam! take a look at my gold fish!
teacher: but.... it's like not in water!
student: i KNOW!!
::suan::

And something Suan told me made me go "Bahahahah"
-note: if i go "bahahaha" it means i'm totally amused-

you know what happened in the canteen just now?
what happened?!
I threw my cup into the dustbin!
BAHAHAHAHHA!
-me & suan-

If you want more details.. you SHOULD WAIT and wait for suet tyng
TO UPDATE her BLOG!
she remembers everything like it was a second ago..
she's like a LIVING JOURNAL!
=]

nyways.. i'm running out of memories to talk about so..
tata!

<3: future optimistic

o_o

2008-04-19T02:43:00.000-07:00

sighs..
I missed sports day.. :[
I caught Anisha's sore throat which lead to a fever and ended with a terrible head ache..
Gah....
and he told me that he wanted 2 sit side by side on sports day.. LOL

I miss my friends.. Lol :]
i've been sitting around the house moping today.. LOL
i sure use a lot of 'lols' for this blog eh?
the truth is.. deep down a part of me is dying. . .

yesterday while i was feeling so cold my mom still insisted me to go for math tuition.. [ i suck at math fyi]
my dad sent me to tuition lo..
while sitting in the car.. my dad told me something....

我们这个sunday要去拜访uncle
这个是the last goodbye
你比比看你三个月前看过的uncle和现在看是很 different..
uncle的病不能 heal ar?
他有cancer，是不能救了....
. . . . .
哦.. . . . .

-me&dad-

and i just sat there crying my eyes out..... =[
I dun wanna lose him....

today

2008-03-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

today is teusday.. = =
It's Beii Lynn's birthday.. oh yay...
i seriously have ntg to say.... hahahahhaha..
It's been a real loonng time since i touched this blog.. xD
*sarcastic laughs*
I hate blogging.. do you hate blogging?
i have no idea why i'm doing this rubbish... xD

am I too young to go for medical check up? no right???
mom: you must be the youngest person to go for medical check up....
me: whatever la..

Doctor said i injured my tendon..
it's been like this since last year. mom wouldn let me see a doctor...
mom: aiya.. your leg pain put muscle cream la...
me: o_O

now i hafta wear a knee guard.. hooray.... -note i'm being sarcastic-

sighs

now he talks to me through e-mails.. because of him i deleted my 1000 over mails.. hahaha.. =]
it felt nice to know he still exists...

F.T.D.

2008-01-31T18:56:00.000-08:00

Federal Territory day! =]
this morning was kinda like a havoc. . .
my mom scold my bro coz he came back at 11 pm.. Lawl..
my dad THREW away my 2 basketballs.. saying: "spoil already laa!!!"
me:"no la.. need 2 pump oni.... =["
dad:"*tears out the basketball skin..* i'll buy you a new one k?"
me:" *traumatised* ok. .. . "
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

dad cleans closet full of shoes and junk.. he takes out a few of my mom's shoes..
dad:"ask mom if she wants these shoes"
asked mom.. she said:" yes i want.. can just like repair the shoe la.. dun throw away"

before dad left he threw the shoes into unused paint.. = =
mom was laughing and saying:"you'll pay!!!"

then she sees my brother :"I dun wanna see you face!! GO AWAY!!!"
me:" O_O"

after a while..
mom: you wanna follow go mega mall???
me: no.. my legs hurt from basketball.. =[
mom: go laaa!! Don't be so lazy.. >=(
me: DON'T want laaa!!! ><
mom: *scold me*
me: = ="

mom left for my sis a while ago and i'm sitting here updating my lifeless blog.. Lol
sigh.... =[
i'm sad..

:[

2007-12-06T01:09:00.000-08:00

I'm sad... you know why? you'll never know.. x)
1. being replaced hurts soooooooooo much... :[
2. people change..
3. need ice cream...

I was almost banged by a motor bike.. wheeeeeeeeeee~
I had a whole lot of almost incidents.. like the time when i almost got my leg chopped off.. or like the time i almost had my thumb chopped off.. or like the time i was almost kidnapped.. yea.. good times.. Thank God! :]

Christmas is coming.. :]
i hope that i'll see him in church.. he hasn't been there in months.. :[
must be foot ball.. x)
even if he won't talk to me.. I'll still wait... :D

Tried so hard..
to say good bye.... D:

happiest day of 2007

2007-11-10T05:18:00.000-08:00

hey ppl........ x)
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
HAPPY today..
today is 10-11-07 which is Suan Yean's birthday!
today, me and hui yi reached to MV around 11:45 and we called suan yean..
me: hey suan! happie birthday!! where are YOU?
suan: uh.. you there yet?
me: yea!! me and hui yi are out side of the movie theater
suan: whoa.. you people are SO early.. do u noe where is Secret Recipe?
me: uhh............. i DUNNO
Suan: kk.. u guys wait there.. i'll be there at 12

Fast forwarding time.. we waited for AMANDA who was and was at the toilet.. *lol*
then Chun Kay appeared and said: HI! happy birthday suan!
so all 7 of us went 2 secret recipe.. While Sam waited for 30 minutes for us outside the movie theater and called us and finally arrived at secret recipe..
At secret recipe....
me: sweet~... it says "Reserved"

so they took out the cake.. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm... Chocolate banana cake..
so we wait.. and wait for THE lighter to light the cake and the knife to CUT the cake.. but nooo
no one bothered to bring the lighter.. so some one had 2 personnaly ask.. i 4got hu asked..
anonymous: eh! where's the lighter?? O_O and could u like bring some plates and a KNIFE?

Suan Yean has a video on how Amanda sang the birthday song.. hehe it loooooked so FARNEY
Lolz
i was supposed to record the cutting of the cake.. i didn noe where the play button was.. so Suan Yean cut the cake jor.. so suan yean said:
Suan: did u get the video?
me: huh? how 2 record
Suan: HAHA!!!
Chun Kay: Retake!!
*suan presses the play button*
*i recorded the retake of the cake cutting scene*
yea yea.. it was preetttyyyyyyy hilarious.. after a while Kheng Yew came along..
why was he late?
Reason: the train got problem and he waited there for an hour then his mom came by 2 pick him up and sent him 2 MV..
*wow*
before Van lynn came........ you noe what the guys did??
It was horrible! they put some of suan yean's drink (some kind of soda) and added 5 packets of white sugar, 3 packs of brown sugar and 2 packs of creamer.. O_O
i was all like : "Don't do it!! Creamer causes brain damage....... ><"
but they IGNORED me.. sighs.. and they gave it to Foo..
gasp.. she was like O_O when she drank it!! i was horrified..
but she was ok.. luckily she drank one small sip.. phew... XD
on the way to the movie.. we were walking aimlessly..
Sam decided to take a Gay picture of Kheng Yew and Chun Kay..
it was shocking.. LOL

we went to a shop called "the room" we saw the largest pack of cards we've ever seen.. it's bigger than the palm of one's hand

after that we went 2 the R studio to get volleyball for chun kay.. some ppl chipped in to pay for a present which was a basketball.. a small one.. XD
so we went for the movie which was called "Stardust"
hui yi bought like one large pop corn and one large coke.....
me, hui yi and Chun Kay shared the popcorn.. XD
And you noe waht?
i CAN'T believe that hui yi bought that large coke for..
I was the one drinking it.. i WAS begging her to drink some becoz i was STUFFED.. Lolz
and u noe what? she drank to sips only.. her reason:
"if i drink too much i will have 2 pee"
after the movie... she went 2 pee.. LOL!!!!!!
Amanda was laughing at the part when the witch was crying.. her laughter made me laugh..
Suan yean stared at me.. haha!!!

i really wanted to go to Prthiv's Deepavali party.. but NO.. my neighbour has this large party..
siggggghhhhhhhhssss.. Chun Kay must be having fun.... T_T

although i had cake, popcorn and coke for lunch and a few bites of rojak for dinner.. today is the happiest day for me this year.. today taught me to value my friends and bond with them..
=)

i will never forget today~~ ^-^

Birthdays?

2007-10-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

wellps.. today is my birthday.. guess what my mum told me? well she said.... :
mum: well, you are 15 now..
me: O_O i'm not 15.........................
mum: yes you are....
me: *swt* nvm

No one tends 2 remember the date of my birthday for some reason...
they would probably say:
anonymous: your birthday is on 20 something of October right?
and i would be like... NO!

my Aunt gave me some of her clothes...... sighs.. i took most of the jeans...
while "ehmhemhemehmmm" took most of the tops.. hahah.. u will noe what i mean sooner or later..

to make things short...
1. I HATE ppl who brag alot.
2. the term "first come first serve" is TRUE
3. not going to celebrate my birthday becoz.. i have no time.. for the following days including tonight.

i should get me a large box where i canwrite down all of my frustrations and throw it in the box and when the box is full.. i recycle the whole box filled with every thing.. taadaaaaaah!

-Tzi-

Stooooopid Taxi Drivers of B.T.R.

2007-09-04T04:33:00.000-07:00

the taxi drivers in Bandar tun razak are just TOO much.. =_=
dun want to fetch me and hui yi home.. Kill all of them la.. so greeeeeeeedy for money..
they SUCK!!!! >=x

actual conversation:
Tzi: eh encik.. boleh pergi ke Bukit Segar?
taxi uncle: TAK BOLEH.. *evil grin*
Tzi: TerImA KaSih..... =_=

and then we all had to sit the train [AGAIN] to tasik selatan just to get a STINKING cab..
lalalala..

but thank GOD for japanese biscuits or i would have been angry forEVER..

Anisha's favorite colour.. =]
Its Aqua.. bwahahahaha
I have the custom coloured m n ms.. XD

ain't it adorable? =]

-Tzi-

Pangkor

2007-08-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

hey people.. I'm blogging at Pangkor..
It's so panas.. *swt*
haiz.. i miss my sweet dear phone reception which is only available in kuala lumpur..
must sms.. but,, nO rEcEpTiOn.............. nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....!
*sigh*
yesterday.. we had fine dining
IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
especially the dessert... T_T
It was..... the best dessert i've ever ate........ well sorta... heeeheee
today's the second day here.. i hope i didn miss much on Friday [school]
I'm still stuffed from the breakfast i ate exactly 5 hours plus... maybe 6 hours ago..
hehehehehe..
i miss my people[frens] ahahhahaha..

Lone-ly bunny no more
-Tzi-

2007-07-20T20:36:00.000-07:00

hahahah!!! don't you just LOVE pon & zhi???????????
it's utterly adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
but then it's REALLY emo.. =(
well anyways....... We had Concert yesterday!!! woot!!
the theme is : "Around The World with Wesleyans"

It was kewl!!!!!!! Jayson or Jason [can't remember the spelling] & Pia were the MCs..
Today there's another concert.. haiz.. haha!!!
but Anisha will be MC!!!!!!!!! Which is so kewl!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahha =x
Anyways.. the dance was awesome but my mom disliked it.. -_-
Maori Dance is......... I still don't think it can be called a dance.. they used a bath scrunchie thing
for their swirley act.. O_O

well.. not this swirley... =s

gah!!!!!!
Well i really liked the ermm.... African Dance?? =D
but still.. Jun Shern Rocked the Indian Dance!!! wooot!!!!!!!
Never seen him dance like that be4.. isn't that coooooool???????
Now i wished i JOINED dance.. and when i say that i really mean it... hehe..
I , ah foo [van lynn] & ah pei [pei ji] joined Back Drop and Choir..
Too bad all of us missed the backdrop photo shoot... hahahahahaha..
yesterday choir was AWESOME!! =) too bad i haff no pic of the Choir

haha.. more ppl than this larh.. XD

well concert was still awesome.... =p there's another concert today.. Yay!
Mr Peter is coming... sweeeeeeeeeeeet.. XD
planning 2 take pictures with upper sec ppl.... =x
haha.. i noe i noe.. might be kinda weird asking them 4 a photo.. =s
i'm kinda addicted to gundam Seed sound tracks.. T_T

-addicted bunny-

2007-07-15T03:13:00.000-07:00

hehe.. I've been bored these past few days.. coz there's no one much to talk to online since loads of ppl went for that camp thing to Eco-Park... =[
haha!! i found some pics that were so cute and so sweet!! =)

so cute!!! hahahahhaa!! XD i have another one too.. =p
oh wait.. i CAN'T find it!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! T_T

Ah Well.. I just hav 2 find it again i guess.. =[
I love Lee Hom!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!! his songs rockk!!! XD
i really really need to get me a Cbox.... haiz.. i accidently deleted it.. i guess.. XD

Mdm Matthews when she is mad.. XD hahahahha!!! i took it!! i took it!!! took what? took it from Suet tyng [picture] hahahahhahaha!! XD
Family Guy.. stupid Cartoon.. the baby can actually talk.. XD
EVIL MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

such a short blogg.. hahaha!! i was just bored.. =)

2007-07-13T04:46:00.000-07:00

haha.. i'm back.. =)
so long didn type my blogg.. all because of the day 07-07-07 [so called lucky day]
since my computer mouse spoil.. i couldn type my blogg.. i learn to value the use of my mouse
i think my blog is kinda boring.. =[
coz.. if u compare mine and suet tyng's...
Her blog is 10 times better than mine.. >< style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);font-size:130%;" >monkey!!! lalalallala.. today was so boring coz of the dances.. Backdrop is almost done.. =) and my sister is blabbing what i'm typing.. =_= so annoying... haiz.. =[ i lost my key chain today.. it was really special.. only had it for 2 hours.. >< *sniffs* some punker stole me key chain!!!! ah well... what goes around comes around.. XD Song Lyrics made up by foo: "We are the punks We are the punkers We are the ones who makes a punker place so lets start punking" Thats all i remember.. haha!!! choir is so "tidak bersemangat" no one singing.. XD haha!!! Waltz dance had custom made shoes.. they look all so.................. pointy........ hahahahahhahah!!!!!!!! it's so U.G.L.Y. it's TRUE but the dance is nice.. XD can't continue.. my sis so annoying,, T_T -Tzi-

2007-07-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

I just love my new blog skin.. it's just simply adorable.. haha!!
I have something to say.. get ready to hear it dudes!!
I, Tzi-Qing, am officially un-emo-fied!! haha.. if u dun get what un-emo-fied means..
It means I am not sad anymore..
Just plain happie and hyper.. my old self..
I missed me.. Thank you Wei joe for showing me what emo was.. =)
Parent Teacher Conference was yesterday.. ><
well,, It wasn too badd.. only that my BM teacher is having my mom's number...
It's not my fault that i'm forgetful.. it's just.. ME..
I just hope my mom won't be too angry with me..
Yesterday.. i was being Blacked-mailed by my friend : Xue Fang
i threatened to black-mail her too.. =) wheeeeeeeeeeee~~

Conversation:
Xue Fang: Tzi-Qing.. =D Yeoh Wha~~ & Say Loong~~ nyahahahha!!! XD
Tzi-Qing: wei!!!!!!!! i dun like them lar.. they r my frens.. =_= stop it!!!
Xue Fang: Yeoh Wha!!~~~ hahaha!! i noe u like him.. x)
Tzi-Qing: wei!! if u say me again i'll.... *looks at the back* i'll.. tell the whole world u like.. Yean Nick.. bwahahahahha!! >=) [not true.. it's call black-mailing]
Xue Fang: !!! i dun like Yean Nick!! he my fren oni.. *quiet*
Tzi-Qing: ok ok.. just dun say anything bout me anymore k?? >=) or else i simply tell people that u like Yean Nick.. even if it's not true.. nyahahhahaha!! XD
Xue Fang: ........ fine lar..

Xue Fang.. If u r reading this.. please.. stop black-mailing me... k??? or ELSE.. =D

stuffs.....

2007-06-22T20:00:00.001-07:00

I think I'm running out of stuff to blogg about... now isn't that sad....
for pppppl hu dunno what sad is.. good for you..
I really need to know how to put in a new skin for my blog.. my blog is really DEAD..
as in DEAD boring...

Do you think it's so.. dead nowadays.. anyways..
Yesterday mdm Matthews invited some guy for some environmental talk.. and my legs were like.. *dead*
Lol!!! I kinda like the banner
"WESLEY GOES GREEN"
[even though the background needs something]

that's why i'm putting my fonts in green... hahahhahaha... not funny.. i'm losing my sense of humor..
everything seems so pointless... and i don't know why....
am i getting depressed again?? PLEASE say NO... i dun wana be depressed...
It's all your fault Wei Joe!!!! all your fault...
I used to be one of the happy people... until i met Wei Joe...
he's still ignoring me.. like nothing ever happened... it's like every thing's my fault... WHAT DID I DO?? O_O
he ignores my sms-es.. thats fine with me.. but he.... ignored me in MSN and in church..
That is TOO MUCH .. you hear me??? TOO MUCH.........
every time i look at Jun Ian.. it reminds me of that nut-head Wei Joe...
*Screams*

you know? they should put some rule called
"thou shall not pollute the environment"
or...

"whoever do anything to the environment which causes harm to mother nature shall be put into jail for 2 years..."

wahahahahhahahahhahaha!!! I'm very mean.. if it's for the planets sake.. and if i ruled the world.. that would be one of the rules in the rule book.. LOL..
right now i'm just sitting here drinking grape juice while my brother is in school for CF camp.. havin fun..
hahhahahhaa... My math books are with Chun Kay... why? i don't know.. some idiot placed it in his bag i guess..
i ALWAYS place my books in my bag after maths class... and why is it in Chun kay's bag?
I DON'T KNOW..

doing things in your sleep...

2007-06-06T20:37:00.000-07:00

Has anyone done anything weird in their sleep?
I have done alot of wierd things.. sleep walk sleep talk.. Lol!!! *ashamed*
Recently.. I have done the impossible in my sleep..
SLEEP-SMS... sounds so impossible right?? guess hu i sms-ed in my sleep?
wierdly i sms-ed some one called "Yeoh Wha" T_T
i was dreaming that i was sms-in him asking him "what time u online"
at exactly 7:15:00 sharp.. Lol!!!
i'm so.. special.. hahaha!!! ><

::: Last day of p.h.u.k.e.t. :::

2007-06-06T20:11:00.000-07:00

lalalalallala.. very next morning.. around 11.. we checked out of the hotel.. *sniffs*
so we went for lunch at a lagoon.. wow.. and we had one last bowl of tom yam soup.. blueks.. it was wierd...
we had the wierdest thing too..

GREEN CURRY!!!! x)

just so wierd colour.. lol!! but it was good.. ahhahaa!!! then we sat the bus to Tesco for shopping? o_O
so i was bored while Jun Kuang and a neighbour of mine were in the arcade..
Hui Yi and i wondered around.. found Mc Donalds HAHA!!! *_*
In thailand you might find this wierd statue of Mc Donalds.. with the Thai hands which go "Sawadeeqa" ( no idea how to spell it ) I was dying to take a photo of it.. hahaha!!! so i took a foto of it.. i bought this small cup of mc flurry,, WHICH COSTS RM1.90.. it was an adorable little small cup.. AWW... Lol!!!
And we went home happily ever after.. ^^

Facts of "lady-man"
1. they dress up like girls..
2. hide in dark alleys to find men
3. has wierd tone of sound
4. when greeting them "sawadeeqa" they will reply "sawadeeha"
5. comes out at night

conclusion: boys should NEVER go to Phuket alone.. ^^

:::Chronicles of P.h.u.k.e.t. 2# :::

2007-06-04T20:38:00.000-07:00

The very next day... even though still suffering from stomach aches.... i managed to have... *drum rolls* BREAKFAST!! Yay!! Lol.. then we went all the way to some where.. no idea where it was.. @_@
My dearest brother, Shan Yuan, was excited and you know why? we were going to some where like a... urrr...
a shooting range.. =D and elephant ride. Yay!! i love elephants.. =)
Jun kuang was equally excited becozz of the shooting range.. according to him.. he wanted to use a sniper..
so me, hui yi, my mom, sarah, Shan berg, my grand aunt [still kinda young] and two other ppl [my father's friends wife and daughter ] went for elephant trekking.. wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~

IT WAS FUN~~ hahahahaahahhahahhaha x) I LOVE PHUKET ELEPHANTS!!
FOREVER.. =D

kk.. hahaha... Jun kuang got 86% accuracy from the shooting with sniper.. SO COOOOOOL!! HAHA!!
my aunt and brother left after lunch.. then we went to the.. Cashew Nut Factory..
IT WAS so COOl... ahahaha!! they had the wierdest thing... get ready people...
"CASHEW NUT JUICE"
shocked anyone? =D ahha.. the truth is.. it tasted quite nice.. especially when it's with ice... nyaahaahahaa.. ^^
at night we went to some restaurant for dinner.. it was nice. you should really try frying pineapples instead of bananas.. yumm!!~ =D It was nice...
my mom and aunt nikk kept saying.. i've never seen fried pineapples before with their eyes like this --> o_O

We went for another walk at Bangala road.. they wanted to go to some shopping mall.. it was LARGE.. hhaah!! But on the way.. We unlucky people.. saw what we shouldn have seen... >.< "Lady-men"!!!! TT_TT *screams of terror* there was 5 ppl.. they were surrounded with people... At 1st sight i thought they were.. gals.. but my father said.. Daddy: 他们不是女人... 看清楚一点... 他们是男来的!!!
translation: they are not girls... look closely.. they are guys!!!

My daddy was right.. they were men in girl clothing... creeeeeeepy.. T_T
After that sight.. the whole group was like *shivers* blyuck... Lol..
Jun Kuang: I think i'm gonna have nightmares tonight... >.< Me: *disgusted*
Hui Yi: O_O *shocked & confused* maybe.. just maybe.. they do that for a living..
Shan Berg: *extremely disgusted to the highest level*

We were all tired.. some ppl were having a foot massage... haiz.. wish i could hav a foot massage..
As we were heading back for the hotel..we passed by a cafe..
They were having some guy who was impersonating 'Elvis Presley'
that guy was quite good ya noe? ahhaa!!! He was singing this line
"you were always on my mind... you were always on my mind.. tell me.. tell me that your sweet love never died..."
It was kinda good.. =D

That night as i was about to catch some "zzZZZzzz"
Hui Yi was all:
Hui Yi: Do you think lady men pretend to be ladies for a living?
Me: I dunno.. why r u asking that..? *yawning*
Hui Yi: I can't believe this is our last night here.. i wanted to see more 'lady-man'.. ^^
Me: heh?? O_O
Hui Yi: ahhah!! XD just joking.. goood night..

And the night echoed with Elvis's old songs..

:: The Chronicles of P.h.u.k.e.t. ::

2007-06-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

As I was saying... "stomach aches" alll thx to Thai food... haiz.... never want any more to do with thailand cuisines or known as " tom yam soup".... Thailand's tom yam soup is like eating some spicy substance in water form... blueks... We went into a boat to go to P.B. Island [ not located in Phuket ] for snorkeling.. when i stepped in the boat... i felt dizzy... hahaha!!! I never and i said NEVER had sea sick before... but this time i had Sea sick.. all thx to the boat i'm in.. The boat had the wierdest smell.. and just my luck it was monsoon season... so during the journey.. sea sickness happened.. Lol!!! =D so i couldn eat properly.. the fun part of the boat was that i and hui yi with my brother Shan Berg.. went to the top of the boat for some air be4 i died of sea sickness.. had some air.. the railing was short and if u keep staring at the practically dark waves.. it's like u r falling of the boat.. Jun Kuang calls the water "Dark Water" u know.. from the movie?? According to Jun Kuang:

Jun Kuang: If u look closely at the water.. the girl from the dark water will come out and *makes ghostly sounds* XD
Me, Hui Yi and Shan Berg: *swt*

the boat was fast and when i say fast i mean really fast... whoooooooooooooooooooooooooosh.. almost slipped of the deck... O_O gave me a heart attack.. and it was drizzling too.. ahha... When we reach to the island.. i was practically like a zombie... Lol!!! ^^
ate there and couldn swim coz i was.. a zombie? =D
Hui Yi had a point...

Hui Yi: we came all the way here just to eat and swim.. haiz.....
me: O_O *felt a sudden rush of anger*

going all the way there just to eat.. it ain't worth the sea sickness.. ahhahahaha.. T_T
so along the way back to phuket.. we passed by Phi Phi island.. lalallaa.. i ate a doughnut there.. Yay!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ I love doughnuts...... hahah!! when we went back to the boat.. i decided to eat the sea sick pill offered.. DRUGS!!! >< Lol.. so i slept.. hahhha!!
That night we went walking round the Bangala Road.. shop for stuff.. people there are.. WIERD.. T_T
hahaaha..
Example : 2 guys were like ---> "wo ai ni" to Hui Yi..
Hui YI was all.. O_O Lol.... =D

We had dinner in a simple restaurant which was famous for tom yam soup.. haiz... T_T
couldn eat much.... ahha..
Then all of a sudden.. some truck was driving over and driving with a speaker.. the speaker suddenly spat out words like ....
Tomorrow night.. tomorrow night... thai boxing... thai boxing.... at Bangala Stadium... Bangala Stadium...
tomorrow night.. tomorrow night.. and it echoed through the streets.... =D
there were like.... more the 5 trucks saying that.. it's like they are trying to brainwash you.. ahaaha!! wheeeeeeee!!

::: The adventures of P.h.u.k.e.t. :::

2007-06-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time.... x) hahaha.. jkjk
I know that Carmen has been waiting for like... "forever" for me to type bout my trip in phuket.... which eventually passed so quickly... T_T [4 days 3 nights f.y.i.]

Phuket is.. a DANGEROUS... and i mean DANGEROUS place for.. ehemhemhem.. *laughing* as i was saying.. for BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA~~ XD
i am not JOKING for your information.. because.. In Phuket there are like... loads of gay men.. *swt* they are known as "agua" or "lady-man" if u ask the tour guide.. >< ahaz... i'm not done laughing but still i'll carry on.. =D

We sat the plane for phuket on Wednesday around 1:45p.m. we were flying and flying and flying.. Lol... we reached phuket at 2:05 p.m. ... cool right?? sat in the plane for 20 mintutes?? O_o ahhaa.. joking joking... in Phuket.. the time is slower for like an hour.. Yay!!!!! younger for an hour.. hahaha.. XD
K.. We met our tour guide in da air port.. her name was ---> Jenni or Jenny [not sure of spelling]
we sat a bus to the so called 5 star hotel.. her English was.... broken? ><
she said "hungry" into "hungely"
and "people" into "pupil" lalalalalala......
as i was saying... we were in the bus.. Yay!!! =D but along the way
we stopped by to a near by restaurant [ which the tour guide pronounced as "reseraun" instead of restaurant..... ] it was a.. urr......... fishball restaurant i think... ate fish balls.. it was gooood~
When we actually reached the Hotel.. It looked kinda cool.. =D sorry no picture of hotel.. It's for me to know and for you to find out.. hahaha... they had this wonderfully deep swimmming pool... wheeeeeeee~~~
When me and Hui Yi went into the room... it was like..
Me: whoa... o_O
Hui Yi: coooooooooooool... XD
It was a preety nice room... =D i liked the washroom design..
we had 1 hour++ of free time.. so we spent it by watching TV...
I feel so STUPID...... haiz...... >< shud haf went for a walk outside or somethin...
That night we went to a place in phuket called "KAMALA" i was like "heh??" coz..
Mdm kamala had that name too... O_O
we went to see a show in "FantaSea" also located in Kamala..
we had buffet dinner.. i didn like it..
We went to see the show after the dinner... it was cool.. but all in thai.. Lol.. It was about a guy called "Kamala" and his Elephant.. which i 4got whats the name... =_="
i had a preety good sleep that day but woke up at 5 the next morning with stomach aches.... haiz...

To be continued dudes ::~*~::

teusday?... o_O

2007-05-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

If you ask me what's with the title.. well i have no idea for the title so why not make one up.. LOL?
Yesterdae Jit yui came over.. Lol... Yay! end of boringness.. lalalalala.. me and my bro.. "Shan Berg" taught him how to plaay chess.. i ain't a good chess player.. didn play chess like for... forever.. =D
So here's the equation::::: Me + Jit Yui + Shan Berg= a big blast of NOISE and HYPERNESS
another equation:::: Me + Jit Yui + Shan Berg + Jit Hao + Hui Yi = the best of the best
hyperness.... and a big bag of "Wheeeeeeeee's~~" Lol.. x)

and you know what?? I actually lost to Jit Yui.. maybe i give him face la.. LOL
next time must beat him into.. PULP!!! LOL.. jkjkjkkk...
I lubs my cousins and bro
Yay!! family hugg?? =D ??
Just came back from the outdoors.. i ate this " ice blended mango" thing near Jit Yui's house.. tasted like PUDDING!!! I love Pudding.. Lol.. especially mango pudding..!!
laalaalaalaalaalaa.. next term i shallll.. do something about my marks.. Lol... =[
still afraid of failing KH , maths & Geo.. i suk at these subjects... Moral.. dun care.. =D
Lol.. i never study 4 Moral.. ><
I need a hugg.. T_T but i'm still doing fine... =D [i guess]
going to Phuket tomolo.. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~ i hope i won't get that tanned... >< O_O my feet are like white.. Lol..

I heard another Fabb song.. called "cry on my shoulder" bet u havn heard of it.. =D nyaahaaaaahaaaaahaaaaaaaaa.. ^^

no more exams.. =)

2007-05-24T02:42:00.000-07:00

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way I hear your voice anymore

(Its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this, yeah
(Enough is enough)
No more walkin round,
With my head down (Yeah)
I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you

Chorus:
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio

I love this song.. ^^ hehe
examz are over.. yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ everlasting yays.. LOL]
hahahahahha.. but for some reason.. i don't feel happy.. haiz.........
tomorow.. not goin to school... so sad....... haiz.. i hav nothing to blog about.. u just hafta wait till i come back from phuket.. ^^ gonna get more tanned
=) happiness................. Yay!

Chinese examz...

2007-05-16T03:33:00.000-07:00

I actually hope i can pass my Chinese exams... o_O it was like.. i dunno.. LOL
Beii Lynn was all like....
Beii Lynn: the exam was like so easy larh..
She must be preetty smart... i guess.. haiz.. TT_TT
so sadd............. u know what? the song graduation is stuck in my head.. it's just so sad imagining you and your friends in graduation... i bet everyone will CRY!! haaha!!!! ^^
but still it ain't funny... =p I still can't believe mdm Anne kicked me out of Waltz.. T_T
feel so unfair larh.......... but.. it's ok.. i guesss....... lalalalalalalallalala...
The lyrics 4 graduation.. ^^ :

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

=( this song makes me wanna cry 4 some reason.... i don't know why.... i really need to find a place that i can dowwnload songs.... =_=................. haiz... =)
fwalaalaalaa..
the play : my Fair Lady
is a REALLY NICE PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN.. BUT TOO BAD LARH.. T-T it was so chun..
the way they dance the way they sing... ahhhh... ^_^
i heartzz Freddie.. his voice is so romantic~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^_^
you should watch it.. it good.. LOL.. ^_^

need to study... haiz.. T_T

Just another day of doom...

2007-05-10T05:34:00.000-07:00

Another day of doom... X)
you know what?? Carmen's not sadd anymore.. Hoorayy?? o_O
Lol... it's a happi day 4 her today i guess.. ^_^
it was a happy sad happy sad day for me yesterday... emotional roller coaster..
sad : Yeoh Wah [not in school LOL]
no idea..
happy: having fun after school...

You know what??
It must be some kind of curse/jinx or something wierd...
When I'm actually happie............ 99% ppl are Sad.. =_=
When I'm sad... ppl are actually HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOW... -_- i guess there is just one conclusion....
I should probably stay sad.. forever and ever... LOL
>_<>
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....................
happiness happiness.. spread it by being sad... x) haaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaa
lalalalalalalala.. HIGHER ENGLISH TOMORROW..
dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommeeddd.. TT_TT
so.. i hope i can actually get a B... hahhhahhahaahhahaha... smileys 4 everyone..
gtg.. fat sis wanna chat online.......... =_=
gtg be sad and study i guess.. ^_^

2nd and 3rd day..

2007-05-10T05:31:00.000-07:00

lalaallala........... so lazy to type la......... to get to the point.. we had fun and went home happily ever after...

p.s. : I AM A PHLAMATIC!!!! yay meeeeeeeee!!~~ ^^

1st dae at "Bukit Thinggi"

2007-05-02T02:19:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ hey eeverybodae.. LOL i'm back from da trip to Bukit Tinggi..
I went there on Monday... which is sad.. can't spend my holidays at home... haih.. but i did hav fun.. the car was practically packed.. o_O cause there were like.. 8 ppl in da car with 7 bags in it.. there was Me, Hui Yi, Sarah, Sarah's friend Eva, my Mom, my Dad, Jun Kuang, Shan Yuan.. in the car.. *Swt* we did kinda hav fun in da car.. except for driving to fetch Shan Yuan.. which was practically slow cause my Dad kinda.. got lost? my mom was blurr too.. LOL so it took us like at least 30 minutes in search of dat place.. =_=

i bought myself a bar of snickers for da trip.. In spite of that.. Jun Kuang and Hui Yi wanted to steal it.. XD He told me...
Jun Kuang: Crystal.. when you wake up.. you will find "something" missing..
Me: O_o heh??
as i was like dozzing off... guess what? Jun Kuang took it.. LOL

moving on.. as we reached there.. Jun kuang was like..
Jun Kuang: I thought we were going to Genting?? O_O
Me: We are at Bukit tinggi la... -_- did i tell you it was Genting?? o_O
Jun Kuang: ya larh.. u told me one lerh.. [malaysian slang.. LOL]
Me:oooooooooops.. my bad.. XD
Jun Kuang: awww man.. my clubs trip also coming here la.. so i'm going AGAIN.. GREAT!
as we unloaded... we were practically fascinated.. =D *tears of joy*
It was like... a little frenchy place.. my bro was all like..
Shan Yuan: I can't believe that this IS Malaysia...................... -_-
guess that he's right... XD
as we were walking around... we found da reception counter.. so we sat for a while.. while my mum took out her cell phone to give Shan Berg a call..
Mum: hello? shan berg ar.. where are you????
Shan Berg: urrr... Colmar larh... where are you??
Mum: huh??? we are at colmar tropical.................. izit here??? O_O
Shan Berg: no larh... it's da Colmar resort marh.......... why you go to colmar resort??
Mum: you sms one........ O_O
Shan Berg: ehehehe... i just sms Colmar only wor... u go wrong izit??
Mum: nvm la... will come down hiill again.. now.. *sighs*
that place was a nice and cosy place.. and he had to spoil it all by saying that we were at da wrong place.. haihz......... we were all like happy for a while till alll our hopes and dreams were crushed..... into liittle tiinny bits.. hahaha..

So we went down hill... went inside got da room keys.. got into da room .. and my mum was like..
Mum: yerr.. this place is like so......... haunted....
We were.. DISSAPOINTED... but still we had a place to sleep in..... =)
we had dinner in our room.. it was like prison.. LOL.. but it was still ok...
after that... CARMEN suddenly appeared in front of our windows.. creepy man..
she was telling us to go to room 103.. it was for da group meeting.. o_o
we spent like.. i dunno.. finding for room 103.. thank God i found my bro.. which brought us to the room.. After the group meeting.. we went back to our room to snooze in.. zzZZZzzzZZ

Hui Yi, unfortunately, woke up at 3 something due to the bed and the mosquitoes..
I woke up at 3:40 am.. LOL same reason.. we were whispering bout stuff.. tilll about 4:50 am when suddenly my sis said
Sarah: CAN QUIET OR NOT????? NOISY LARH..
We were shocked.. lol.. she immediately slept after saying that.. hahaa..

This post is like so long.. so i'm gonna continue the 'chronicles' in the next post.. XD

~emo~

2007-04-27T20:42:00.000-07:00

this post is partially dedicated to.. "Carmen" hahahaha... LOL.. ^_^
she and her "emo-ness" Just like me... I'm emo too!!!!~~~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
Still can't get the song " i can't hate you anymore" outta my head.. @_@
the song is just too emo.. haih... T_T
If u really wanna hear it go to my friendster profile.. wahaha... but still i think
"chasing cars" rox.. wahahahahhaa.. XD

I still hav no idea what to type about... this month is like so totally boring...
except for the fact that the only things amusing me is :
1.computer
2.hui yi
3. smsing Say Loong
4. Yeoh Wah
5. some other whacky friends...
6. heroes

see how boring my life is???????????????????~~!!!
well not that borin larh... but still i... never mind.. XD

"If i lay here.. If i just lay here.. would you lie with me and just forget the world..."
I LOVE That song.. makes me feel all.. fuzzy on the inside.. XD
this morning.. exactly 00:40.................. i woke up..
thanks to the stupid thunder which was practically "BOOMING" all the way till 01:45
it was so loud that even the windows were "SHAKING"
wonder how ppl could sleep... o_O
WIERD PEOPLE.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!~~~~
LOL
Still can't except the fact that my bro was sleeping so peacefully.. unlike me... eyes wide open... ahahahaha.....
I REALLY need to stop sms-ing... or may be i should get DiGi... hahahhahaahahahha..

P.S.: Sorry carmie.. this post is like so short larh........ ntg to say liao.....

Sportz daee~~~

2007-04-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

Wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... so dang happpppppiiiiiiiieee!!~~~~~
XD
no more sports daee.... which means... NO MORE GYMRAMA.... hapi hapi little me... ^_^
We just had sportz dae todae.... I had fun being bored .... Lol??
Green house didn win.... so sad right?????????????????????????????? >_<
but at least not like red housse larh... alwayz lose 4 some reason... ^__^
Yeoh Wah so mean lerh.. hope he dun call me "Sakai" anymorreeeeeeeeee....
ahax... todae during sports day.. we weren't suppose to bring MP3 and stuff larh....
Suet tyng brought... but still sad.. can't listen to music... coz of da prefect larh...........
Go like: Prefect: erhh!!~~~ keep larh.. or i will tae one arh.. >=p
Suet Tyng: T_T shoooooooooo mean lerh...

Something funnny...
1. Yellow House March Past costume.. XD [like those scouts.. BADGE~~~]
2. GREEN hOUSE GYMRAMA.... ^_^
3. my hyperness~~~~~~~

Something saddd...
1. Green house lost.. ^_^"
2. no more skipping classes... =p

even though Gymrama was hummiliating.... at least we GREEN HOUSE gymrama-ians
made sad ppl happy... ^_^
ain't we good??? LOL... kind at heart kind at soul.. wahahhaa.. my moto from todaee...
Still can't believe the fact that Mr. Salleh actually gave me 12 marks for cosswork..
thank GOD... didn fail.. ^_^
everything is God's will.. but i still need to study...
need to be a nerd/bookworm for a while i guess............ =)

cracking of my friendship

2007-04-17T22:32:00.000-07:00

Just when i thought everything wasn't falling appart... Well?... it is now..
I really wished that i could just go back in time... =(
Things that are practically falling appart is: my social life..
"Why is everyone changing??" <-- originally said by Mr. Chun Kay himself... It's true.. you just won't realise won't you?? all of my friends changed [as in attitude and behaviour]

i really really think that all of my friends are changing.... EVERYTHING I'VE VER LOVED.. falling apart right in front of me..
Its like the song Linkin park sang.. "All that you've wanted me to be is falling apart right in front of you..."
I've become so numb.. I CAN'T FEEL YOU THERE!!! hahahaha....................... I don't think i can call them my besties anymore...
so they are just either friends or classmates...... =p
only ppl hu havn broke my heart to a million bits:
1.Anisha
2Yeoh Wah
3.Hui Yi [and other family members]
4.God
5. Wee Teck

I know that NO ONE is perfect... but u can just at least not changed...
I,tzi-qing, admitts that i myself have changed in some ways which i cant explain... i just felt like i'm not the old me anymore..
ahahahahaha.....

Today... we were at the Selayang Stadium 4 rehersal... ahahahahax..
i'm soooooooooo tanned man...>_< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204); font-weight: bold;" face="arial"> woooohooooooooooooo!!!~~~ XD
gonna hide my identity... ahahhahahahahahaha... ^_^
I hope things will work out between me and my friends...
cause... I AM LOSING INTEREST IN TALKING.. noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...~~~

Friends

2007-04-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

my reallllly good friends..... [ Anisha & Chun Kay ]
are practically fighting.... calling each other names and stuff...
kinda harsh/childish right??? =[
it hurts to see them both argueing and calling each other names...
is it that hard to FORGIVE someone??? btw... wat did Anisha do? still hav no clue.. ^_^|||
today oround 7:10 i reached class... saw Anisha and Chun Kay
before chun kay came along...
Anisha: hey tzi!!
Tzi: hey :)

practically putting my bag down when....
Chun Kay: Bitch
Anisha: Loser
[and so on... blablablabla ]
Tzi: =(

>_<>_<
it hurts.. =[
i feel that a lot of my friends change in some way... i wish that i could just go back to last year... haih..

gymrama is making my Life worse then ever... =[
feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel soooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.............. X[
can't wait till sports day over...
Feel so annoyed with some of my friends today..

Break Time
Foo: you know wat tzi-qing?
Tzi: hmmm?? =o
Foo: this morn when you all doin gymrama.. alot of ppl imitate u guys lar...
Tzi: really ar? =(
Foo: *imitating green house gymrama* *laughs*
Tzi: *swt*
15 minutes before school ends...
Prthiv: feel so emo today...
Tzi; why??? =[ being emo ain't good...
Prthiv: I feel like i don't have any more friends...
Tzi: O_O heh?!?
Prthiv: *silent*

ppl.. if u havn notice... but.. i think Yeoh Wah is a nice guy... XD [as a friends point of view]